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Copying and pasting excerpts from Bill Shakespeare does not help your cause ...

looks like you need to cut back on your work load. its running you into the ground.

otherwise, suicide is an option.

Copying and pasting excerpts from Bill Shakespeare does not help your cause ... Originally Posted by pyramider

You've got me pissing my pants in laughter.

Now you think me and this girl are the same person ... What the heck is more believable at this point?

Thanks, Slinmo, for the half descent response, but I'm not saying my own are spectacular.

There wasn't much I could do in that situation. I decided to grind it out so I could at least get some valid work experience on my resume. It was either that or find a job at a restaurant or retail store, which definitely would have paid more, but working in chemical instrumentation was all I talked about at the college job fair, because it's the only work experience I have that is related to engineering. So, that's what I did. It was a shitty situation, but I agreed to it, at least partially. I can still bitch about it if I want.

If I can get one of these jobs I applied to at the career fair, my life will turn around. That's all I want right now. I just wish I didn't have a penis so I could stay focused and not worry about this girl and being a virgin. Originally Posted by yitzchak

Not what I said, that's what you said.

But you could be in cahoots...trying to drum up business for miss perfect.

My beloved is no whore. Originally Posted by yitzchak

Yes, she is a whore. And,according to your rants, a low-life scheming whore at that.

What the heck is more believable at this point? Originally Posted by yitzchak

Absolutely nothing. You burned that bridge months ago.

Yes, she is a whore. And,according to your rants, a low-life scheming whore at that. Originally Posted by slinmo

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Lol lol lol I'm with Gigi I almost soiled myself reading this...didn't plan on checking this post again but it's really better than a movie.. You just don't know whats going to happen next... Lol lol lol

I just wish I didn't have a penis so I could stay focused and not worry about this girl and being a virgin. Originally Posted by yitzchak

I wish you would make your wish come true! I can give you a box cutter.

First off, you were getting played.

Secondly, she broke it off because you are acting like a crazy person and would have been way too much trouble in the long run.

2500 a month for being constantly in contact with you isn't a bad deal honestly. Some sugar daddies pay more. She might have liked just being friends with you and you asking to see her as an escort crossed the line and she worried how obsessive you are.

You didn't help things by texting her over and over after she tried to distance herself from you.

She didn't help things by lying to you and telling you she was in love you.

Move on. If you stick around be prepared for women to refuse to see you based on your posts. It really sounds like you are emotionally unstable and could end up stalking someone. I'm not saying that you would....but it certainly SOUNDS like it could be possibility to the paranoid ladies around here. Originally Posted by SA Angel

You should really be ashamed of that post, it's as if you are apologizing on her behalf. Edit, never mind. This guy is a creepy weirdo. You were right from the beginning .

Lol lol lol I'm with Gigi I almost soiled myself reading this...didn't plan on checking this post again but it's really better than a movie.. You just don't know whats going to happen next... Lol lol lol Originally Posted by wendlo

:-* ikr

Being alone is way more stressful than any workload I've ever had. The stress from school is like a quarter of the stress from my anxiety and bouts of depression. The majority of the stress from school comes from the isolation and feeling physically ill from being stuck in classrooms for 8 hours straight listening to complicated lectures and jotting down messy notes. Homework can be a pain in the ass at times, but sometimes fun, too, and studying I actually find relaxing and very up lifting. There's a kind of high you get when you learn something, and there is an emotional response. I've cried after learning something before. And when that happens, other things, like relationships, seem more trivial.

When this girl first left me, I was having panic attacks like everyday. Some people thought I was acting weird because of school or because I was suffering from mental illness, but it had nothing to do with school or mental illness. I go to state college, so it's not that hard, and sure if acting crazy when you feel in love is mental illness than I might be mentally ill.

I'm beginning to think I may go nuts following this thread...........In five years, the OP will either be well on his way to a doctorate in Physics, or he'll be found in the middle of winter running up and down a major freeway (I-270 here in St. Louis) wearing nothing but socks and a jockstrap, and babbling incoherently in what sounds like a cross between Finnish and Vietnamese.........(If it is I-270, God help his odds of surviving)

You really need to get help........

Get help from who? What does that mean? Are there people trying to help me? Do you think finding someone who wants to help is an easy task? Or am I suppose to travel somewhere for help? How am I suppose to do that? Is a therapist going to give me money or a job or some food? If not than I don't see how he or she is helpful.

Suicide is your only option.