'J' - do get some professional counseling.
These days - it is ok to 'come out'. Get some professional Help.
i wonder - is 'J' a Russian planting disinformation in an effort to Dump trump and advance the Russia-China axis of socialism/authoritarian government???
One could go ask around in Hong Kong how well comrade Xi and Putin like other people's freedom.
Wonder how the other LibDems will like 'J' as a russian plant???
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