If he was your *best* friend then why doesn't he know what you do, isn't that what *best* friends are for? My certainly are....
Originally Posted by dammit
Being "best" does not always equate to being agood enough friend to share everything...... Of my friends I have a "best friend" that rises above the restbut none areopen enough and trustworthy enough to share these things with.....
You seem jaded by a lot of the "darkness" some associate with this hobby.....
married guys bother you..people that can't share this outside the hobby bother you.....
Are you sure that what is notactually bothering you isyour feelings about this?
You seem to be looking for all kinds of answers... Maybe the answers are internal?