It's an addiction...it's a disease...I'm in denial...and happy to be here
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Over the years I've had many friends try to walk away from this stuff and very few ever succeeded. The ones that did turned everything off...the websites, the hobby email addy's, the hobby phone, the hobby bank account...etc. They put it all down cold turkey and walked the fuck away. That way it would be much harder to just come back.
Best wishes buddy in whatever you decide.
LAP