Naah LS this new generarion we're educated, unapologetically black, and well armed despite the 5:1 ratio. You can keep seeking that acceptance if it makes you feel good. Just remember one thing as you go out with your old white friends to play Bingo...your ass is still black and fuck around and go to the wrong bar your ass will get the James Byrd treatment I dont care how many beers they drink with you. The reason why is because in your case you're likely to walk around punch drunk seeking white acceptance which means by default you wont even recognize when someone is looking to do you harm because you're smiling in everyone's face trying to get them to accept your black ass.
It's sad and unfortunate but it is what it is. Cant teach an old dog new tricks I guess.