A final post from your old pal, Al: An explanation, a reflection, a reality check, and a goodbye.

Al,

You are definitely gonna see better times soon. Will be praying for you and your family.

Take care Al. You will be missed. Hope your life gets turned around for the better.

Cheers and Prayers Brother! Take Care

I was already praying for this guy when he boasted about having a preference for cheap BP girls and streetwalkers and despises CBJs. I guess this is one of the benefits of staying away from BP trash. I mean it was all fun and entertaining but this hobby really isn't...Well unless you see hott $300 an hr babes!!

Al, I appreciated the unique wit and take on things you brought to the NOLA board. Best of luck to you and good luck buddy.

God speed-Mate.

Take care.

Take care man, good luck. Wish you all the best.

I'm sad to see you go We'll be here if you ever decide to come back...

Geez, he brought up his kids on a hooker board. Dark place indeed.

Good riddance

I've never responded to any of your previous posts, Al. Very ironically... after over half a year of no hobby fucking... just yesterday, I was able to enjoy one of our co-favorite, outstanding playmates!

Thru some private experiences of my own, over the past half-year... I'm pretty sure I'm close to understanding where you're coming from... although, I highly doubt that our situations are similar!

After almost four decades of hobbying, in one form or another... from "Mr Lucky's" in Morgan City ... thru many overseas decadent escapades... years of TBD, TER, Escorts.com, ASPD fame... and living thru a very close, five year committed, living together, relationship, with one of the Hobby's finest playmates... I have been growing closer toward your latest Mia Culpa!

Enjoy the rest of your real life to the absolute best of your ability... but never deny yourself of the fond memories of the time you enjoyed here!!

I literally logged on to this forum so that I could start a thread saying I wanted to be on record that I was thrilled that Albundy was back. This is a sad day, but I hope he knows he has the support of all of us, and he is welcome back any time he should choose to return. I am new here and only knew him briefly but I'm gonna miss him. I hope he finds what he is looking for. God speed Al

IN FUCKING DEED....EXPLAINS EVERYTHING..PLUS EVETVOTUTION....LOL...p.s sums it up..miss ya . again

For Al,

I Am Lost

I am breathless
I am lifeless
I am lost in my own skin
My days know no beginning
Nor do they know an end

I am fragile
I am vulnerable
I am lost in my own mind
My dreams take me to places
My heart may never find

I am wishful
I am hopeful
I am lost in my own fate
My heart holds out hope
That soon my mind will change

I am waiting
I am anticipating
I am lost inside the past
I cling to hope
That I will one day find my way back.

Love em and leave em huh...take care doll!

I agree with most of NTJME's post. Personally, I found the behavior obnoxious and attention-seeking by Al. But from what appears to be a heartfelt response, I empathize with Al. Al's situation is similar to a lot of people on here. He's seeking a rush that he cannot find at home. However, he always returns to that home. When on the way to that home, you can be overcome by guilt and shame. This can lead to grief and anxiety, as well as trying to find any self worth.

I too have tried to step away completely, but always find myself back. Recently, I've been more active after a 18 month or so layoff. I don't know if I'll continue, but only time will tell. Al's post here was the most productive, beneficial post he's ever made. I truly hope that he can find happiness at home or through some other outlet.