Feeling a little nervous meeting new provider w 2 weeks exp

jus bc she has only been in it 2 weeks didnt mean she hadnt already sucked 100 cocks. My point was she came across as very naive. I do not have some fetish for naive women, as in porn naive like "maam im here to deliver you a pizza" then i shove my dick through it and she shrugs here shoulders and jus strats sucking it. I mean naive in life, such as gettting into escorting and obviously doing no research period, The ad i saw used the good ole " im leaving tommorow" line that idk how anyone thinks ppl believe, and that everyone else was in other rooms Staff Edit and she was watching a movie wanting some company. I never believe anything i read in ads, unless its coming from someone prety respected on here. Any way i was messing with her and said so you dont like Staff Edit? I said those things are fun, like the ones you do on new years...she again cluelessly said hun Staff Edit...i said oh i thought u meant like those confetti poppers and stuff...i gave it about 30 seconds and gave her a LOL i said i know wha Staff Edit are, and sure they can be beer and Staff Edit. Anyway i didnt and am not gonna see her. Honestly i think shes prob to naive to even knob how to give a good blowjob. Ive been w reg girls like that who just are terrible at it, even when i stop them and say ok do it exactly like this, and expain or even bring up a video and show them u see how shes doing this or that, not gonna go into explicit detail... but anyway i fig shes gonna get caught up w some true pieces of shit bc either they will lie to her and she will believe them or just maybe she already is idk, i tried to explain what i know to her, i told her abt eccie. She said was not independant and i get the feeling she didnt want to be. Some women due to being messed up at early age, no father, abuse etc feel they need that male in their life, and will do anything to have it. hell she migh not of even thought of escorting a month ago and whoever is pimping her told her thats what they were gonna do and she just said ok. Any way that is some sad shit and i felt bad for her, by zombified i meant more like your not the type to handle this hobby as a provider and it has basically killedthem on the inside, they are numb to everything your dick is jus 1001 that theyve sucked and there will be litle care if you have agood experience. Ive only seen a few women, but ive always been turned on by hmm i could have sex with all these women for $100 bucks my choice, so used to just get on craigslist and check out ads etc,,,when i went through with it the first time i was so nervous i think my teeth were chattering and my heart was beating at like 150bpm ( i have social anxiety, its better now but at the time i couldnt even barely talk to a girl i knew liked me bc my friends told me) so meeting a stranger and having sex w them seemed like it would be easy since we dont know each other, we both know whats going to happen...but ive just done a ton of research and learned what things might seem and what they are,,, i guess theoretically. But its proved to be true in my small amount of real life encounters. Thats my story. Oh and i had n encounter w someone i think at the end of april, and being at the incall location, im not gonna say where there is an alert on it, idk if imma get in trouble for this or not but the alert came from a person who did her only review, and the review is fake. I reported it and gave explicit detail in how i knew it was fake, plus she told me that that never happened based on the rate he qouted...but even with her she had been in it for 4 years, she said, i kept saying u need to get on eccie, ill help u so u can get outta this situation bc i know u not making any $ idc what you say i can tell, if you pay close attention to the samll details, u say ur making money but im not dumb, im not trying to be ur pimp( which would be a total joke if any yall saw me in real life, i have big timebaby face, im like 5'9 150 or 160, just ud laugh if i tried to tell u im pimpin someone) not that there isnt the physcologicl part w the girl but like im gonna be some enforcer if someting happened w a client. but .... i said im trying to give u an option to be ur own boss and actually make some $ , she texted me one night her throat was really sore bc she had sucked so many dicks that day. There was not alot of $ that was exchanged i only saw her once but we texted alot, either she was a good actor or it made her fell good to talk to someone who seemed to care about what happened to her. I cant just not see someone as an object, she was really sweet and seemed vvery genuine. But i had to get away from the situation bc i felt she was messing with some pretty bad ppl, and how do i know if are gonna find something i texted her bout eccie, then if i went to see her and drag me into room beat the shit outta me. Its been a stressful week in terms of how i feel abt continuing this hobby. Ive come tothe conclusion that i wont be doing anything until i can get verified on eccie and see ppl i know are in bc hey want to be and they are getting 100% of the financial benefit, makes me sick thinking i have a session w someone and some thug is takingall the money. IDK didnt mean to ramble on so much but had alot of my mind w these two things happening and needed to be able to express how i felt.

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IDk if yall know about the right2know website, remeber how they used to sellthose mugshot little newspapers at gas stations? Well almost every county has those mugshots on there website. I use this also to see who comes up. Bear in mind that alot of these ppl dont stay in one place that long. So when you google their number or right click and do search google by image you will generally come across other places they have worked. So its a good idea to go to those state/county websites and check. It says 8 arrests for prostitution this YEAR. That is under all counties, so i dont think that is acurate, i dont know how informant shit works, things get dismissed on first time offenses, but this is stricktly arrests, but fig id pass that tip along as well if it helps anyone. Funny story i started getting on right to know when buddys Girlfirend was on the front page , he had met her on plenty of fish, i met her once when i was at hishouse and said dude she is crazy, no offense but this isnt gonn end well..turned out she trashed his house and tried to beat him and his dad up over some pizza or some shit..

check out the range of expressions on this chicks face in her mug shots, nothing related to the hobby, although she is gorgeous

http://www.arkansasonline.com/right2...rrests/194587/

check out the range of expressions on this chicks face in her mug shots, nothing related to the hobby, although she is gorgeous

http://www.arkansasonline.com/right2...rrests/194587/ Originally Posted by mrtenn15

Someone has a drinking problem me thinks. And she is FAR from gorgeous, Very average to below but to each their own.

check out the range of expressions on this chicks face in her mug shots, nothing related to the hobby, although she is gorgeous

http://www.arkansasonline.com/right2...rrests/194587/ Originally Posted by mrtenn15

Someone has a drinking problem me thinks. And she is FAR from gorgeous, Very average to below but to each their own. Originally Posted by BK

Drinking problem? I got to the end of the page thinking, "Raging alcoholic with anger management issues" (all those charges for "terroristic threatening").

Cheers,

bcg

Someone has a drinking problem me thinks. Originally Posted by BK

Right?? Look at that age progression though.

That's sad

Drinking problem? I got to the end of the page thinking, "Raging alcoholic with anger management issues" (all those charges for "terroristic threatening").

Cheers,

bcg Originally Posted by bluffcityguy

I got to the end and thought "WTF" was that.

I got to the end and thought "WTF" was that. Originally Posted by niteswimmer1

Are you talking about the mugshots or mrtenn's posts?

Are you talking about the mugshots or mrtenn's posts? Originally Posted by Ginger Doll

The post, not sure I wanna see the mug shots!

The post, not sure I wanna see the mug shots! Originally Posted by niteswimmer1

I was thinking the same thing. I made it through about half and gave up.

So I saw the mugshots, my deduction,, An attractive young lady who likes to drink, who probably can't handle it. Due to the drinking has a lapse of good judgement, likes to threaten, and act immature. All this spells out to be is : DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. And I'm to damn old for that much Drama.

So I saw the mugshots, my deduction,, An attractive young lady who likes to drink, who probably can't handle it. Due to the drinking has a lapse of good judgement, likes to threaten, and act immature. All this spells out to be is : DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. And I'm to damn old for that much Drama. Originally Posted by niteswimmer1

Yeah, I guess. But I still don't see what a random lady with a drinking problem & her mugshots has to do with a new provider that the OP is thinking about taking a chance on. This entire thread just seems to be everywhere... and nowhere in particular.

Yeah, I guess. But I still don't see what a random lady with a drinking problem & her mugshots has to do with a new provider that the OP is thinking about taking a chance on. This entire thread just seems to be everywhere... and nowhere in particular. Originally Posted by Ginger Doll

+1

Whitespace is your friend. Won't make it any more coherent but at least more visually appealing.