It made me start thinking more deeply about myself. . . .how I fear one day I'll turn my computer on and see a review saying "She's great if you like larger providers" or . . . if I go out feeling I am not dressed up enough, too slutty? Too conservative? Too personal? Not personal enough?
I truly LOVE who I am, what I do, who I encounter but being a woman who can be made or broken by a bad review on an off day or an alert leaves me more conscious and aware but fearful . . . wanting to be ME . . .wanting to be perfect for YOU . . .this beautiful angry woman triggered these thoughts . . . I only want to see those who like me as I am . . . here I am take me or leave me . . ..when I am hardened I will not exist here . . . .I love to love.
Originally Posted by Chloe
Chloe, dunno how I missed your post; but I agree with NB, don't worry about it. People admire and visit because of who you are.
I'm the first to say guys are visual creatures, still I don't understand why it's the very best and most beautiful women who fret so. Probably that's why they are the best, making sure the appearance, decor, atmosphere is right.
I was speaking with a very special lady when a similar topic came up. Maybe it's just me, but my opinion was while I appreciate the make up (and I really, really do), I'm not visiting the make up. I've no doubt if you see only those who want to see you for who you are, you're dance card will be full.