Widowed and moving forward

My recommendation: Strippers.

Sorry for loss of your longtime love and longtime companionship..

If truly you want some genuine intimacy, imo there are many ladies here who are very willing and able to accommodate. I'd suggest discarding body style as a requirement and concentrate on "chemistry and companionship" in searching. Originally Posted by ck1942

First of all, I'm sorry for your loss.

I agree with this quoted statement. One thing, just let the lady know exactly what you're looking for. The best providers will then know what you desire and will then supply the illusion. I would also move toward the more mature providers. And yes, there is such a thing as a 'hooker with a heart'. She's out there somewhere, but not in backpage. Search here and you should find one that will fill the physical void, and possibly some the emotional void, however remember it's the illusion you're paying for and keep it professional.

I don't know how anyone gets attached to whores. Am I the only one that pays them to leave?