Ok so I'm the bad person apparently because I am tired of Playingnthedark and his friends taunting me and talking shit, constantly on and off the boards. Am I suppose to be quiet and just let it continue to happen? Obviously pulling him aside didn't work. Blocking him didn't work. But sharing the information is only leading to further ridicule and attack.
Funny, I let you dig your own grave PID. I see what route you're going to discredit me, and it's laughable honestly. You seem to think that by saying we had encounters before makes it OK for what you did, while I was passed out? Smh Do tell, do you really believe because you had sex with someone before, you can have sex with them whenever, even if they are intoxicated and/or asleep?!? You were so big on making that known lol, and that's your point?!? Lol and are you ironicly trying to shame someone in my field for having consenting sex? Think about this, everyone got the fact that we have met before and that I no doubt (thought) I enjoyed your company and stupidly placed a certain amount of trust in you.
Do you think that heavily relying on previous encounters supports and OKs your actions of taking advantage of me when I was sleep? BTW if I was so crazy lol why would you continue to talk to me? Why did you text ME and offer to take ME out for dinner and drinks? I like how you try to make a conversation we had at dinner, pertaining to a past relationship of mine as me being "crazy". Nice touch of drama you decided to add there I see, lol.
I also find it funny how some men will change their views on sex, and the hobby every time their emotions change, to how they see fit.
Example: I support provider's. They let me explore this. And hobbying has allowed me easier access to things I couldn't normally get at home etc etc.
Or when a hobbyist is mad: you are just a bunch of crazy,whores. Who would pay those prices? I can get it for free, I don't need this etc.
So let me understand this....Let's say we did have consented relations before the night of the incident, what's your point? It wasn't a secret, we both know. Nor was I ever trying to hide it, keyword "Public" remember.
lol you must be trying to point to the fact that I must be stupid for trusting you and having fun on the previous occasions that we met beforehand, right?
You seem to be trying to shame me for the very reason you had fun and wanted to continue seeing me. You think that these points will make others side with you and make me feel ashamed. Lol for what though? You ruined a good thing not me. Isn't having the situations you described on our previous encounters one most hobbyists hope for to find? If not with a civvie then hopefully with one of us providers? So try again with trying to make me feel or look bad.
In those previous occasions though, the thing is, I was awake and initiated them, why, because I wanted to. Lol you can twist it how you want. Funny, you were all for it then, but now you want to make it seem as if I was stupid for falling for your act, as I see so many others have.
Getting paid is not an issue for me. Sorry if your trying to make it seem as though since I'm a provider, everyone I encounter in my life has to pay, that i can't have fun with another consenting adult.
Most knew already, but you seem to think mentioning how you abused my trust and messed up a good thing, makes you look like an innocent guy. Lmao, I'm sure some guys realize how crazy you are now, and how full of shit you sound after you apparently unknowingly admitting to all of this.
You are trying to use meek points to somehow validate your actions, but your grasping at sticks and it's sad.
You make it seem as if money is the big concern here. This is yet another attempt, in vain, to skew the view. Money is and obviously never was the motive. If it was, you would never have been able to enjoy me right? Because you're in debt remember. So am I on here demanding money, no. Did I keep hounding you about money? No. Sorry, but I honestly didn't think asking you to castrate yourself was a reasonable request when you asked "so what do you want".
Since what I said in response is such a BIG issue, can anyone please tell me the appropriate response when placed in an awkward encounter with the guy who took advantage of you, asks you what do you want......? I'll wait......
I honestly didn't know what to say, but by his demenor and aggressive attitude, an apology or remorse was definitely never going to happen or be an option from him.
As for the whole talking to those guys in a club, lol ok. You already know they were asking to buy me a drink and I told them I didn't need them to buy it but I'm going to let you continue to tell your story
Also I find it funny that this same set up scenario for dinner and drinks at that particular club was used by you before I heard, lord knows how many times smh.
What's sad is I hear your blackmailing that provider into silence. Too bad, I'd love to hear her tell the story.
And it's disgusting how you can tell you truly believe I'm the one in the wrong!!! They say sociopaths have no conscious. But I'm the crazy one?!?
I'm glad that you see that you aren't the best at lying and trying to shift the blame, even though you tried your best.
Anyone who has ever tried to get me to go on a late night outcall, after 1, has been met with a "let's schedule for an time earlier in the day tomorrow" or anyone who has seen me late, knows I start to get tired around 2. I'm sorry it seems unusual to be asleep and tired after a couple of drinks at 3am.
It's also laughable that a provider used her OPINION as a fact to try to dispel if a rape occurred!!!
Seriously you listed him as "big" being a fact, which means I couldn't have been raped? Because for sure i would have woke up. Damn, you must have been part of the jury on the Brock Turner case, you make such a valid point, lol.
First off, size doesn't constitute whether a person will wake up once they are asleep (and btw, no offense, but he's average girl, lol but nice way to earn brownie points, now wipe off your nose), and intoxicated after 3 am. I'm also glad you seem to think you know me And You think that everyone's sleep patterns are the same.
And let's not forget he said HOURS later he got up to use the bathroom.....I like how you weren't creative enough to think of a lie, so instead you left out the details on your favorite part of the story it seems.
You embelished everywhere else. And thought your introduction on our past encounters would distract everyone from the fact that obviously i was asleep when you woke up. We werent up conversating for hours, nor was i lying there wide awake for hours. No, you got up, clearly seen me passed out, and decided to have your way.
This shows your greed, your whole point to include our previous encounters proves this. You just couldnt wait until i was awake huh, smh. It's obvious by your own account and your many posts across the board that you think you are above the rules and can do as you please, since you have charmed your way around here. But just because I stupidly fell for it and may have had fun with you before, doesn't make it OK for you to have done what you did.
It's also disgusting how, just like a sick individual, you remember the details of your rape so clearly. Why did you leave out the part where I woke up bewildered and asked what you were doing, and how you replied how I didn't need to be awake for you to fuck me? And how you waited until you seen me pass out again before continuing....?
You knew I was asleep, that's why you said that and you admitted it later on in a text. You said my pussy was so wet after you played with it while I was asleep you couldn't help but to shove your dick deep inside of me, remember?
Now I see that I have to painstakingly sit here and dispel all of your arguments and false claims.
If you think because my pussy got wet or because I moaned or that I didn't wake up because I was sleep at 5 am that I wanted this, you are sadly mistaken.
If you were to play with a man's penis in his sleep, he would in fact get hard. If you continued, he may even ejaculate. He may even moan and move. If he did not give you permission, this is also rape on the females part. Guys argue this all the time.
So honestly your enjoyment and clear details on that are disturbing, to say the least. And you knew I was asleep, because not once during or after you finished, besides my initial stirring, did I wake up.
Anyone who was conscious would have said something at least afterwards or got up to pre or clean up. Anyone who knows me, and has seen me, even yourself, know and even you have laughed, at how much of a clean freak I am. I always jump up to clean afterwards lol. EVERYONE knows. Lol even you laughed at my need to use babywipes and clean up most meticulously afterwards. So in the morning when I seen that wrapper on the ground, I was confused and indeed grossed out lol.
That's when you admitted to throwing it there. That is when it got weird. Honestly I have been in situations where I have been alone with someone I felt uneasy with and have always made it out alive, as you can see.
After realizing what happened, I watched in disbelief as PID hurriedly got up and rushed to the door. I wanted him gone asap and knew if I caused a scene, asked too many questions, or allowed myself to freak out, it could get ugly. So I tried to remain calm and act as if everything was ok. Because who knows what could have happened if I got mad, what he could have done to shut me up. As you see he's been trying to shut me up for months with intimidation, but alas, I shall speak up. Because I didn't deserve that and you don't deserve to continue to get away with this.
So I tried to play along, but the wrapper on the ground and his nonchalant attitude about the situation was something I couldn't let go. Apparently being able to have your way with someone really turns you on, seeing how you texted me after the events and asked when we were getting married lol wtf?!? Funny you didn't mention that. But it's apparent the way you were so descriptive on the rape, that you enjoy this. I almost thought you were writing a review on it for a second!!!
But you try to make it seem as though I turned crazy before you walked out the door when in fact you were texting me and offering me a ride to Temple, days after. Sorry I was ignoring you after I could no longer run from the fact of what happened or ever trust you again once you sent the text that in fact admits your guilt. But im so crazy right?
Lol I've killed all your weak attempts to justify your actions and further taint this image of me your so desperately trying to paint.
You keep referring to the past, to justify your clear admittance of rape. To try to shame me for liking and having fun with you before, to use as an excuse, but sadly it just shows your attempt to get out of this deep hole you've dug.
I'm sure any hobbyist or man period would be happy if I decided to interact with them outside of work and off the clock, but I bet they wouldn't be greedy or mess it up by taking advantage of me while I was asleep.
I obviously know how to get money so that's not the issue, and obviously you admit I know how to initiate sex. Funny, you couldn't think of how to lie and try to pretend that I initiated or was even awake for what you did to me.
All you could hope for was that whoever was reading your side, allowed the beginning and end to shape their view of me, which is why you embelished and skewed most of it and left out all of your own incriminating details. Your only hope is having your friends agree with you, because what are friends for right? Every rapist needs those type of friends who have your back even when your lying, right. Then there's the trolls, "complicient" whores who seek attention and acceptance in the community, and other masogonistic men who will no doubt agree with you. I mean look how many votes Trump got, right lol. And we all know what type of guy he is.
Its also sad how i heard the same location you took me was used for you to take out another well known provider who you did this too and are blackmailing, into silence smh.
And just FYI,I do indeed have all the texts. Just because a drunk girl who knows nothing of truth about the situation yells out that I deleted texts, doesn't mean you "are aware I deleted part of your texts"!!! That's hilarious that you really act as though you have so much reliable proof to back your claims.
It would be funny though to compare all of the missing texts from your phone. I would find great pleasure in comparing them honestly, and proving your a liar to anybody who would take the time to do it. But naturally, you would never do it because it would immediately put an even larger hole in your story. I guess that's why you used it as a tactic on the board to try to get people to side with you knowing they will never see your phone.
Also I like how your last attempt was to leave the readers of your thread to question my mental state over the non details of a conversation about an ex and my family. Lol think about it, if I really had a conversation that led you to believe I was crazy, why take me to a club next where you introduce me to someone who knows your son, and then ask to stay over becsuse you were to drunk to drive? Funny you also left that out of your story. I hobestly was tired and have never even hung out with a hobbyist the way i have with you. But foolishly like all of your friends here, i didnt think you would do somthing like that, so stupidly, i allowed you to stay and sleep off the alcohol.
For those who want to comment that im crazy and jump on the ship that he's desperately trying to keep afloat, let me get this staight....
I'm the bad, crazy one because I trusted and had fun with an individual before, thought he was trustworthy due to his public involvement in the community and with others on the board so I thought it was safe to go out for drinks and dinner one night. After drinks I allowed him to sleep off the alcohol instead of driving. And this is when he decides to take advantage of me. Then when I can no longer hold it in, and do not know what to do about how these events have affected me, I am further ridiculed, taunted and made to seem crazy. Funny, I thought all my actions besides getting raped of course, were exactly what hobbyists wanted here and couldn't find in the RW..... So remind me again what I did wrong here to make it ok to fuck me while i was clearly asleep and then taunt me for months about it, or how im such a bad and crazy person..... I'll wait.....
