I've noticed an upswing in the feline population as well especially after all the flooding. It's out of control. Originally Posted by LexusLoverThat went way over my head.
Hey OP,This is probably the best advice you will get on here! That's what I was trying to convey with my previous post but you did a much better job. Kudos.
I had the same experience with marriage that you did. After my divorce, however, I've remained completely uncommitted. I've contemplated what to do if I ever find someone I really like.
I recommend a book called Sex at Dawn. The authors make a case (based on research) that sexual monogamy is not a biological instinct, not the "natural state" for human societies, and not imperative for social order. I find their arguments compelling.
That book helped clarify my thoughts about future relationships, which might be of interest to you:
1. I can't do sexual monogamy. Sure, for a few months, but that's it. The thing is - I need not feel bad about that. It isn't wrong. I don't need therapy. I'm not weird, lifelong sexual monogamy is weird.
2. I was dishonest and deceitful when I was married. I simply can't do that anymore. I'm tired of lying to people I care about.
3. If I'm not wired to be monogamous, and I'm tired of being dishonest about it, I will have to tell every woman I date exactly that.
4. That's going to lose me a lot of women. The vast majority, even. Fine. I'd rather not have a special someone if I have to hide my true nature from her.
5. I believe I can have a special someone with whom I share a life and a bed, and we can both enjoy sex with someone else from time to time. Instead of being dishonest about it, let's do it with integrity and have fun.
I can't tell you what to do. Since you've been dishonest with your partner, either directly or by omission, it is quite likely you will lose her if you tell her everything. If you continue to conceal it from her, you risk damage to your opinion of yourself, or so I suspect from your post.
You have to decide what is most important for you. Good luck. Read the book. Originally Posted by NMEufdaST8
Hey OP,
I had the same experience with marriage that you did. After my divorce, however, I've remained completely uncommitted. I've contemplated what to do if I ever find someone I really like.
I recommend a book called Sex at Dawn. The authors make a case (based on research) that sexual monogamy is not a biological instinct, not the "natural state" for human societies, and not imperative for social order. I find their arguments compelling.
That book helped clarify my thoughts about future relationships, which might be of interest to you:
1. I can't do sexual monogamy. Sure, for a few months, but that's it. The thing is - I need not feel bad about that. It isn't wrong. I don't need therapy. I'm not weird, lifelong sexual monogamy is weird.
2. I was dishonest and deceitful when I was married. I simply can't do that anymore. I'm tired of lying to people I care about.
3. If I'm not wired to be monogamous, and I'm tired of being dishonest about it, I will have to tell every woman I date exactly that.
4. That's going to lose me a lot of women. The vast majority, even. Fine. I'd rather not have a special someone if I have to hide my true nature from her.
5. I believe I can have a special someone with whom I share a life and a bed, and we can both enjoy sex with someone else from time to time. Instead of being dishonest about it, let's do it with integrity and have fun.
I can't tell you what to do. Since you've been dishonest with your partner, either directly or by omission, it is quite likely you will lose her if you tell her everything. If you continue to conceal it from her, you risk damage to your opinion of yourself, or so I suspect from your post.
You have to decide what is most important for you. Good luck. Read the book. Originally Posted by NMEufdaST8
That's deep. LOL. However, some guys are just serial cheaters, there's nothing wrong with them nor are they lacking anything at home. I have to disagree with you SC just because a guy is a serial cheater does not mean he isn't happy or fullfilled. Your judging this guy pretty hard, and this "case" is pretty normal and definitely not a minority. Originally Posted by Alyssa71
This discussion and the various opinions on the matter are greatly appreciated, as it goes beyond the usual discussion of "who has the biggest boobs" etc.Tell her she's not a "prostitute," she's a "provider;" and you're not a "john,"
I put it out there not necessarily for advice on what to do, but to see if there are other out there in the same situation.
I know myself and my needs, and I take no offense to any judgements about my desire for variety.
My comment about having "everything I could ever want at home" is more of an observation than anything. In other words, when I hear about the things friends and others my age complain about, and when I remember my own previous marriage, I realize that my current situation is pretty damn great!
Having been in several relationships through my life, some good and some bad, I know that my current relationship has all the right parts: She stimulates me physically, spiritually, emotionally, socially, and yes, sexually.
We have met and invited girls into our bed a few times for threesomes on a few fun nights, and I have discussed bringing in a provider that we can schedule and have a great time with, without the awkwardness that comes with friends/acquaintances (and their future boyfriends, etc.), but she is having trouble getting past the idea of being with a "prostitute", NOT in a judgmental way, but just her own thoughts.
She knows that I hobbied during my marriage, and she knows that I still have the ability to contact a provider for us if she ever agrees. We have never directly discussed the fact that I still hobby on occasion, but I feel like it is more of a "don't want to know about it" type of situation.
No immediate plans to quit the hobby, but at some point maybe.
Again, I truly appreciate the discussion and opinions, and I will definitely seek out the book that was mentioned Sex at Dawn. Originally Posted by discreet_in_houston
Very happy at home, but still seeking the variety and adventure? Originally Posted by discreet_in_houston