Y'all are right. Don't worry. I decided I would be regular me with my first time. I like being carefree. I prefer to be a rube by choice in my everyday life. Lol.. I've never been happier!
I understand though that I'll have to suck it up and re-activate the ole analytical brain from time to time if I want to continue this. It's difficult for me to pump the breaks on being an open book, but we all gotta do what we gotta do right? It's all good!