Sounds like you really wanted to be with her. Sorry about that, my man. I really am. Just don't make the mistake of falling for a lady from this site while you are on the rebound. But, I do think you should go ahead and empty your balls into one of these fine ladies' mouths.
Except for the not seeing my kids much and the financial part of it, I guaran-fucking-tee you that I would have my hands in the air screaming "YES, FREEDOM!!!" if this happened to me. I'm sorry that you lost her because you might have actually been somewhat happy with her.
Me on that day: