The ludicrousness of a whore trapped in a life of fucking strangers to survive questioning the abilities of a man that is successful enough to throw away more money than she makes every year is always amazing to witness.
Carry on......
Originally Posted by Whispers
"Lidicrousness..."
"Trapped..."
"Fucking strangers to survive..."
"Successful enough..."
"You suck dick for a living, yadda yadda yadda..."
You know, these all inclusive determinations are merely your opinion based on your own schema and viewpoints of what is right, wrong, acceptable, unacceptable, politically correct or incorrect... oddly enough, and the ludicrousness of THOSE judgements alone in a place like this and towards your own fellow partakers is just laughable. Many people in Europe right now would automatically deem you silly and primitive for these statements. It's easy for us as such an entitled society to nitpick at what we perceive as the moral "shortcomings" of others while simultaneously justifying our own as valid simply because we are not at some legal/societal disadvantage, hm? I.e: prostitution. Thats like taking a shit in a pool and laughing at the pool boy coming to clean it... while you're still in it. The irony of that actually occurring among members ON a hooker board is absolutely astounding as would others find in the outside world too. Sometimes I pause and laugh at our dysfunctional, fucked up, but lovable little world. But I digress, back to Whispers..
Judgment for judgements sake is nothing new. I think the WHY is most important. Your schema is conditioned highly by... wait for it... your self serving biases, personal taste and influence, and culture it seems. Your constant regimine of conditioned blanket statements, and especially your assumptions of the mindsets of others assimilating your own, just shows your extreme limitedness and obstinance. Unfortunately, many people never quite move past the bounds of these things in order to actualize "reality", or at least the one that is their own; which is highly interpretive at best.
I do feel bad that many people "trap" themselves in the prison of their own biases and conclusions about life and the world without ever truly allowing themselves to branch out and delve into realities beyond their own allowing expansion of their current frame of reality. Never allowing themselves to be affected and inspired by anything beyond their engraved notions. In short, these folks often miss out on a lot in life regarding emotional intelligence, self actualization, and true love and intimacy with oneself. Love of self will warp any mindset in the most beautiful of ways, and is often attained through various experiences causing challenge, clarity, and actualization of oneself. Self awareness begins to grow, hopefully resulting in a resounding appreciation and love for oneself thats finds its roots internally and not externally. In other words to a truly sincerely practicing "self-aware" person, whether you enlighten them to something new about themselves or not, your determinations on them are likely to be received with gratitude or consideration at least.
I know I can be ornery, no need to lie, and even pleased by a "healthy" and fair back and forth to provide basic mindless entertainment.. but I am really always either playful or factual in nature. I don't gain anything from making pointless, mean-spirited, empty statements and underhanded blows. Though I AM entertained by enlightening and putting *shameless* people in a place of responsibility. True, this is likely a fairly time-wasting mental indulgence that I could replace with something more positive in nature if I wanted, but at least I can own that fact. I'd like to strive for my own consistent self-awareness and I have attained this line of thinking through various challenging but rewarding life experiences. I find maintaining a humble and refreshing sense of self-awareness liberating and necessary, as I am never truly happy when I am attempting to be dishonest with myself or others. Plus, I suck at it.
This is a concept I am not sure you yourself have experienced based on your style of "character assassinating". I notice two of your main tactics are emotional abuse and mental manipulation. It's as if you think merely having the ability to spark an emotional reaction from another human is some kind of substantial power? Hardly. That's such basic ideology that I can't even begin to express my disdain for it. You are a succubus, you enjoy feeding off of your perceived weaknesses of others. Perceived weakness is the key phrase... which is my point, not everyone's weakness operates in the standard norm of the emotional realm, and manipulation implies an unsuspecting variable able to be manipulated. Your mistake there is overestimating your own ability in effectiveness. I know what it's like to manipulate and receive the shallow, empty gratification from it. It's something that required plenty of soul searching, character mending, this, that, to be able to realize that I didnt have to continue attempting fulfillment that way. It's a learned ability just like anything else, still not something to be proud of.
I do recognize you have a high level of fluid intelligence and your reasoning skills could be quite beneficial if you used them for profitable things.. and if you insist on playing the keyboard monster/real world teddy bear card at least be fully honest about the supposed "dissonance". Sure, I may be more open and thorough about my opinions of things while typing online, but I'd like to think I would be able to say any of this to anyone in person the same way I am spouting it all over a message board. We ALL are a part of our board personas and anything expressed in ways other than tangible interaction still reveals aspects of our characters. Personally, I have been through plenty of emotionally-challenging, mentally jarring, schema stretching, moral questioning experiences in life thus far and that has plenty affected my previous outlooks on life, I'd like to think for good. I've been ripped to shreds by life, and managed to be able to get back up and paper mache myself back together. In short, surface level encounters don't nearly provide an effect as something more tangible. That's just me.
All that babbling and this is my main point: you think you're winning a game that you haven't even realized not everyone is playing. You're not even on the same field. Nobody who is not of your same motives or intents is on your team, and I think it's pretty safe to say that while it is mindlessly entertaining to observe, everyone just pities you. You are nasty for the sake of it, and are unrepentant, so your pitying is plenty justified. Regarding your "personal" jabs: if you truly still think a few name-callings, moral labeling, and generalized groupings has any effect on me than that of one of humor at your lack of insight, you may be plenty more dense than previous suspected.
At the heart of whats so funny to me about your posts and the reason why you lack the ability to have zero effect on me (and hopefully others) with your uniform statements is the fact that you are so impressionable and miniscule in your line of thinking to assume that everyone is as limited in their ability to move past their conditioned moral and societal norms as you are. I hope this can somewhat encourage you to expand, or even just question, your own obstinance and why it exists as it does in the first place.
Originally Posted by Still Looking
Originally Posted by JadeRose
