I don't want anything in my ass. A lady wanted to put a finger in my ass I figured what the hell. She did it and it did nothing for me. I would be just fine if my prostate was never touched again. To each their own, just not for me.
One of my first hobby experiences was kinda scary. I was getting a massage, and while on my stomach she went for TUMA. That was the first time that had happened to me. I thought this aint bad.
But next I can hear something vibrating. I just grip the table and I am screaming NO in my head, but the words do not escape my mouth. I am scared I am about to get taken advantage of. Luckily she was just using the vibrator on herself. Looking back I laugh about it, but at the time I was scared shitless.