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Angelina Houston loves you babe, we would very much appreciate down here!!! Originally Posted by mojojo213

Well...... since a MOD said it..........

A HUGH +1 is an understatement!


JaD

Be sure to follow up and continue with your therapy. As you can personally attest, eating disorders are real and pernicious. You seem to have made some good progress in addressing your individual case. But there is quite a bit or research that shows that relapse is easy. And our society, even apart from this business, is full of those who prey on people's issues with body image, whether through advertising, the fashion business, or just plain old fashioned stupidity or meanness. Best of luck and take care of yourself.

It began some months ago when a repeat client came to visit me and had told me that at one of the luncheons in a particular city of Texas (the city begins with an "A"), one man described me as fat and ugly and nothing above a "2" on a scale of 1-10. He went on to say that other reputable hobbyists had agreed with his assessment and that I looked nothing like my YouTube videos albeit my videos were uploaded, time-stamped with the newspaper date within days of them claiming they saw me! This intel came from a trusted hobbyist who told me to be careful and to stay away from "this group of men under these several handles who were present/attended the luncheon and smeared me and my image" He personally thought they were crazy out of their minds because he considers me a beautiful woman all around, but when I heard that comment about me from his mouth, I looked at my client and smile and said, "I am not worried....it doesn't bother me one bit" and winked at him. Deep down inside, it killed me!
Angelina Originally Posted by Angelina Adams

Angelina........

From what I had heard about you, I would have thought you above buying into something like this......

I run the Austin Luncheons......

Or at least I have for the last couple of years.....

I cannot attest to what is said between other hobbyists that talk amongst themselves for every minute of the events...... But I do make the rounds, visit every table and tend to get involved in a lot of the conversations.

Angelina..... I have never heard anyone utter a negative word about you.

I've been approached on 2 separate occaisions and asked if you could be cleared for an invite as the Luncheons are not open to unescorted providers, and each time the gentleman that asked was told he could invite you.

There are those in the Austin community that disparage myself as well as the Lunch group. We have our "haters".

But the Lunch group has grown phenomenally and represents the largest male and female social group in the Austin market. Many independent Providers have come to the luncheons and from most of them I hear that many of the guys they meet at the Luncheons are the same as those they meet at the occasional evening socials put on by a different gentleman.

What you do NOT see are a lot of the ladies that frequent those socials. We tend to pick and choose whose company we want. It's a "Guy Thing".

There are a lot of people that do not care for me because of my opinions which I am not afraid to share and the fact that I write from a male perspective.

But there is nobody that knows me that over the last 10 years can state that anything inaccurate or dishonest has ever come out of my mouth.

What I Believe you have experienced.... What I would bet MONEY on as having actually happened.......

Is that one of a few pathetic wusses told you what he did to ingratiate himself to you and that it did not actually happen.

If you want to PM me I could probably name 5 Austin Members and one of them would be your "trusted hobbyists"...... I've heard of one particular member that has told other ladies the same "to be careful and to stay away from this group of men."

You've been manipulated by a guy so he could hold you and "Poor Baby" you and tell you how much he loves and cares about you darling....You've been played..... and hurt.... by someone pretending to care about you.

Considering how much you have shared about your other issues it is understandable that you bought into his bullshit because it feeds yourmoverly critical assessment of yourself.....

Do Local Independent Providers get talked about at the Gentleman's Club Luncheons? Yes. Of Course...... But if there were discussions of older, overweight providers there are a dozen or so that pop to mind that do get dissed..... You are not one of them....

You got played girl.

There are many threads about the luncheons......

Many ladies have accepted invitations and attended...... Reach out to ANY lady that has attended and MET this "group" and ask what they think.

EVERY lady I have spoken too has had a great time, been treated with the utmost respect, and many have been extended repeat invitations.

ALMOST Every lady has been surprised as well at how different they found me in person as compared to the way I post.

But... as I said..... I have my haters and my friends as well get crap....

The Austin Board has changed from being the private playground of a small group of manipulative women and their consorts to being an information rich environment open to all.

Where some BLAME me for running off some people..... others give me credit for helping form the new community.

COMMUNITY is a key word here Angelina..... AUSTIN ECCIE is nothing like Austin ASPD.....

People are having fun..... getting together and partying in a variety of small events with many larger ones pulling more and more people together.....

Our "group" grew to 80+ people that took on a NonProfit Agency raising over $4000 for 40 kids and their families for Christmas....None of that would have been possible without the support of many of your sister providers that stepped up to be a part of it......

Our "Luncheons" have grown to 80+ people and the next Dinner Party has 60RSVPs in the first day of being announced.....I expect it to be larger and better attended than the Christmas Party we did..

From a couple of guys who I know, that know you...... I've heard some pretty good things about you and that your a fairly smart young lady...it certainly shows in your marketing......

Take a step back and take another look at it.....

Speak to a few of the ladies that ACTUALLY attend..... I think you will find some pretty reputable names in the list, especially of repeats.....

You've been played darlin and your feelings manipulated but as I said, I would bet money on it being the guy that told you this than it being anyone at the luncheons.....

There are a few guys around that used TO BE SOMEONE on ASPD that are just a part of the WHINERS now on ECCIE in Austin......Give me a shout and I bet I can name the guy in less than 5 tries....
I empathize greatly for your pain and wish you the best in your recovery.

Just finished watching your videos and Angelina you are a knockout, there are some great guys in Austin you just ran across some that aren't. Don't let anyone get you down, you story was sad, compelling and a triumph. If you even need any validation we would be happy to provide some in Houston.

Angela,

I wish I could give you a Big Hug right now!!! And tell you you are beautiful ! I saw you about 16 months ago and had a BLAST with you. I have not had to deal with what you are going thru...I am sure it is tough and mentally draining....breath in deep....deeper and deeper and exhale completely and relax for 10-20 seconds and do it again....and again.... and KNOW that you are really one of the funnest extraordinary woman I have had the pleasure of sharing some company with in any walk of life.....regardless of scenario's...the chemistry was fun and real. I wish you the BEST!
SRPHR

I think you are a very brave girl to speak so forthrightly about your problem right here in the open, Angelina.

I have found that oftentimes nasty people will cut down other people, especially those whom they consider better or more attractive, in a perverse attempt to elevate themselves.

I would advise you to take yourself out of the equation when this happens and consider what the person said as if it was said to someone else.

From that detached position you can more objectively judge the real validity of the statement without being overcome with the emotion, which is what happened to you.

From a better vantage point, you will more often than not will clearly see that the careless judgment is just total horse shit as it was in your case.

Starting today, you must find a more nurturing group of people to hang around and stay away the hell away from the nasty and the negative people of this world!

People like that are highly poisonous and extremely toxic to your soul and emotional well-being.

. . . Avoid those fuckers like the bubonic plague!

Wow, i am surprised, I find myself actually second-ing what Whispers said this time. The point is--I have NEVER heard either guys or gals say an ill word about you here in Austin. really.

I am willing to bet that the scenario Whispers put forth probably close to the truth. Some people tell lies to get your confidence.

i would like to say, Angelina, I am very sorry you are going through this. No fun. I hope you take you time and get better and this becomes just a memory.

Please don't let this board, or the opinion of any human being be your reflection of who YOU are as a person. I am not talking about "AngelinaAdams", rather your actual self. Remember this is a hobby or biz based in fantasy and non-reality. In other words, this stuff isn't real.

Please don't forget that you a wonderful person, given a life with many, many possibilies.

And, your self-respect does not need to come from what someone thinks or says about you. so, take your time, find YOU and then Angelina will bee happy

Peace and love,
Crystal

i must have missed something...cuz ur pics are no where near fat. poor lame excuse for a guy or guys who probably didnt have the money to pay for ur time.... unfortunately in the real world....words do indeed hurt. but what does not kill u sweetheart will make you stronger....and looks like u have found that. eating disorder....you need to eat and do it in moderation...but not to eat....unhealthy. sure we all could use a diet like that...but to each's own...

Truth be told whoever made those derogatory comments is not only insane but jealous for not having someone like you. Your a true beauty, keep your head up! Originally Posted by mojojo213

Angelina, you look smokin' hot in your photos. Even if you gained 10 lbs. from those pics you'd be far from fat and still extremely sexy.

Some people are just mean spirited assholes. They will always be out there and you should learn to ignore them.

Attractiveness really is in the eye of the beholder. One man's 2 might be another's 10. Personally I prefer girls with a little meat on their bones. Soft curves in the right places with long hair and modest makeup. Originally Posted by Biggayal

Not all guys like stick thin with fake boobs, because if that were the case no one over 100lbs would ever get a date here. Originally Posted by London Rayne

Agreed. Everybody has their own idea of who is and is not beautiful. There are guys who see certain ladies that I wouldn't even consider seeing based on looks alone but these guys consider them to be at least attractive enough to spend their money on them.

Super skinny girls are not attractive to me at all. They typical "spinner" that most guys seem to like look like little boys to me - no boobs, skinny, no ass and no curves. Women have curves.

You are courageous for being open about this and bringing it forward. If you are truly concerned about your weight and appearance, manage it the proper way. With a proper diet, good nutrition and exercise. Your body needs all three to function properly. See a nutritionist and hire a personal trainer if need be. Starving yourself will only weaken your body and your health and, in my opinion, may work against you, especially for the guys who do not like stick think ladies.

You make a living with your body. Take care of it the right way and don't worry about what others say. You know the saying, "Opinions are like assholes. Everybody has one." Your opinion is the only one that matters. My opinion, having only seen your profile photos, is you're far from a 2. I won't put a number value on you, especially having never met you, seen your body in person and not knowing what your face looks like, but based on what I've seen you're close to the top as is.

Best wishes.

I would not wish this terrible affliction upon anyone. I wish you the very best!

Check your pm. Sending you

Leslie Lane

Many of you don't get it. As I said in my originol response, I have a neice in her 30's that suffers from a severe eating disorder, and she will pay absolutly no attention to comments such as , "you look great", "you are not over weight" etc.

What they see in the mirror is not what you see. You see a healthy attractive person, they see a overweight person, a person out of controle. They respond by taking controle, (in their minds), of the one thing that can cure their fattness. They simply stop eating, or purge anything that they happen to ingest.

The Austin episode is not the cause, just another episode that triggered a responce.This young Lady has a serious problem, and she need professional help, not encouragment, because regardless of what you say, what she precieves will trump it all. And, she will continue down this distructive path untill it kills her.

And yes, I am well aware that she can read this. She does not need to be coddled and encouraged to come down to Houston and let us show you how beautiful you are. She needs tough attention that only trained professionals can give.

I agree with Jackie..

Angelina,
You can overcome this if and when you are ready. Try little life style changes...Just like the same way one systematically binges, or whatever, do same thing going opposite direction, again best way to do it, with a professional!

not playing WK here, I like you Angelina and have always enjoyed your company, you are beautiful on the inside and out.

Its hard to hear means things about yourself.. I know I am very hard on my looks to. I hate the fact I gained 20 pounds at the end of 2009- mid 2010 and cannot lose it as fast I want to

I would bet the 'guy' who said those mean things about you is a cold hearted prick do not let it get to you anymore

of an appointment it might be a sign that a career change or hiatus is in order. as a woman possessing a body every woman would love to have and every man would kill to HAVE if your seeing yourself in unflattering ways the problems go deeper than the clients. as for announcing your nba customers even without naming names seems like a poor idea. i dont think any player would appreciate speculation regarding who these men my be and i dont think average joes [which is the predominance of the hobby clientele] wish to be measured against these guys as average looking women would not wish to be measured against someone like you. while you may sign a vow of secrecy if your past out for 10-12 hrs drunk after an appointment is it unthinkable you might blurt out a name or clue without even knowing or remembering. every man who has had the pleasure of enjoying you sexually should hav nothing but fond thoughts and memories but at this point the next man who sees you naked MUST be a doctor. get clean, healthy and well and HAPPY then if with a clear mind you decide this lifestyle is right for you come back.. there will be a thousand guys lined up waiting for the pleasure of your company. There is only 1 you take care of her first