Unless you've had a herniated disc the reader cannot imagine the pain.
Carla, you're between a hard place and a huge boulder with (I'm guessing) no S/O to help you, no insurance, and only a car roof over your head.
I was T-boned by an 18 wheeler 21/2 years ago and I still can't hobby,. But I have very good insurance which eliminates worry about paying for medical expenses, and I have sufficient savings to weather this storm. Still the pain persists.
More often than not, surgery and therapy will correct the problem, but without insurance . . . . .
This is the classic example of a cluster fuck.
I don't understand the cool reception to your plight. I have no knowledge of your 'history' in the hobby.
I wish you well.