My personal vacation

I blinded myself. Just know that I took off those blinders and hopefully will never put them back on. I have always said that I am human with human faults. At least I recognise those faults and blinders and choose to change them and make myself a better person. Very few people can say the samething.

All kidding aside.
If you were apart of human trafficking or know someone is for sure, report it anonymously. And let the proper people do their job. But be absolutely sure before you do.

Go get help for your ptsd. You will be no good to yourself or your family like you are now. we all have issues one way or another, but posting them here on this board will do you no good.

I may of pissed you off too many time for you to take me seriously. But I am sincere.

Sadly kicks you cannot be taken seriously. Also the therapist cannot help me. In fact they have sadly said they don't know what they can do for me. When that was said ,I walked away from the world and put on my blinders. Now, i have taken off blinders, but I have the truest of friends to help me when I fall down.

Yes. I did get some relief from my art and my creativity with my swing and sex. Now I have trust,friendship, helping hands to guide me back when it's needed,patience, and how to accept being loved.

Oh and in case people are wondering why I have so much time right now it's becuase I'm on the road with a friend. I'm helping out 2 women. 1 is a single mother with episodic. The second is a provider that says she lost everything getting away from traffickers. Many know that I sold stuff ,well I have most of it all away for free but not all of it is gone. Someone is holding stuff for me for cases like this and picking up some basics for her. Giving to society isn't just for the holidays. It's a year around job.

Fyi, all the inspiring wall decals I had I donated to a half way house for recovering addicts.

*epilepsy*

Godspeed FirePhoenix, Godspeed!

Both women were truly grateful.When it's their time they will do a good gesture for another that is in need. I will be continuing to help both women in the time to come.

it sounds like you are telling us you lost your apartment, wound up in a cheap hotel, saw some other whores being pimped and are now on the road with a couple of them?

Damn... You sure are creative...

it sounds like you are telling us you lost your apartment, wound up in a cheap hotel, saw some other whores being pimped and are now on the road with a couple of them?

Damn... You sure are creative... Originally Posted by Whispers

Since you added nothing to the content, I guess it's ok to do an off topic post. How about you and SL get a room and see if you can have a clear thought between the two of you.. I doubt it, but it would give you both something to do. I mean.. since you are joined at the ass/mouth anyway.. you can pass some time together.

Whimpy, what planet are you on? Do you not have reading comprehension? I'm throwing up my hands at that one and just saying "idiot " under my breath.

Please people don't repost whimpy posts. SMH, I don't have the tolerance for such idiocy on this subject. Thank you.

This message is a public thank you to someone that was very patience and with me and taught me a lot. As everyone is well aware of I'm a very stubborn,bullheaded woman. I will cling and fight to the bitter end in what I believe and rarely truly listen to another. This person deserves an award for getting though my thick head about other people's perceptions,angles,how to ask "how and why", and to step back and look at a situation differently. As much as I fought tooth and nail every step of the way,I am truly thankful and grateful to this person for having the patience to beat these lessons into my stubborn mule head. XOXO

This message is a public thank you to someone that was very patience and with me and taught me a lot. As everyone is well aware of I'm a very stubborn,bullheaded woman. I will cling and fight to the bitter end in what I believe and rarely truly listen to another. This person deserves an award for getting though my thick head about other people's perceptions,angles,how to ask "how and why", and to step back and look at a situation differently. As much as I fought tooth and nail every step of the way,I am truly thankful and grateful to this person for having the patience to beat these lessons into my stubborn mule head. XOXO Originally Posted by FirePhoenix

Spankrod?

LMFAO, hell NO !Not that douchbag. I do have to hand it to you kicks, I really did LOL when I read your post. Btw,I really did create a move that I have named after him. It fits him nicely