my deepest empathy as you recover and heal from your attack. you probably are, but avail yourself of the recovery and/or crisis centers - they give great ear and support.
my grandest wishes as you set out on a new adventure, the next chapter in your life. from what i've learned/heard from you, you are not one to wile away time - you take the reins and explore/experience whatever lies ahead. i'm sure this new adventure wont be much different.