And the award for Most Pathetic Hobbyist 2017 goes to...arielx in a landslide.
Seriously dude, move on, find another provider that doesn't think you're a psycho, and become a regular. I say regular as the challenge is finding a provider that doesn't think you're a creepy psycho. Choose wisely, as your options become more severely limited everyday and with every post.
The world is full of women that will tell any guy no, take the hint. Winter and many others will never see you over this masterful display of how pathetic you are and how psycho you might be.