There are a few of moments I'll never forget. In no particular order:
- About 15 years ago (pre-internet) I was seeing a provider for the first time. Upon meeting, I inquired about Greek. She furrowed her brow and looked genuinely confused and responded, "But you paid for me. You can do whatever you'd like. That's why I'm here." It struck me as one of the most erotic things I'd ever been told, and I was genuinely humbled and grateful...and INCREDIBLY horny. I have to negotiate for everything else in my life and her simple statement embodied everything I was looking for but I hadn't articulated it in those words.
- My first overnight. I had business in Wichita, and she went down with me the night before. From getting road head in the car on the way down to visiting some adult stores and establishments in Wichita, it was a non-stop sexfest that left us both utterly exhausted and exhilarated 24 hours later.
- Getting a totally discrete and slightly cryptic voicemail from a girl who was a friend and sometimes fuck buddy asking me to call her. When I returned the call, she said "I know you're busy and I almost hate to ask but I really need a favor. Could you come over and fuck me? I just really need a good hard fuck or I'm not going to get anything done today." Not sure I even hung up the phone before jetting out to fulfill her request.
The common denominator in all three was that the woman truly, genuinely gave herself to me and wanted it as badly as I did. Such a nice departure from what I deal with in my non-hobby life...