What Hobbyist have the "why did I do that" feelings right after?

Not really guilty but I have wished the girl actually seemed interested on a few occasions. I think this depends on chemistry and finding that chemistry is a tough thing to do. And I am enjoying my search

I don't regret participating in the hobby. I do occasionally regret a particular session, especially if I should have known better going in.

Are there people out there who feel guilty for hobbying simply because it's illegal in this state. Fuck it then. Fly to NV and go to the cathouses and pay 4 or 5 times more for the same thing you pay for here. Why is it so much more upstanding to "date" some girl and go through all the time and effort and dinners and still spend the same money when all you want is to scratch an itch? Fuck that shit. Throw the cards on the table and see what happens. Most of the time the girls want the same thing but they've been socialized into believing that engaging in hookups is slutty. So they go through all the game playing too when all everyone wants is just some fuckin.