E21932 +1 (I guess that makes you E21933! lol)
Read this Troy, might help
https://eccie.net/showthread.php?t=2423425
...but the guys are right (and not because we're all douche-bags - which we are)... we're right in a "protective brotherhood" weird sorta way...
...when you keep posting this stuff - here's what I read:
- You're really hurt, because...
- You really had feelings for a provider (and you still do)...
- And, you want to screw up her livelihood, so...
- She will be... (What Troy?)... "forced to come crawling back to you and apologize for the wrong she did to you because you turned enough business away with your posts? And you think she will ask if she can 'make it up to you' so you can 'start-over' - and you will immediately take her back, and give here another $1200 a month - only THIS TIME, she will keep her word and have sex with you once a week for $1200 / mo? And you will FINALLY be happy?"
Because - we can all hear it in every post, Dude - how you still want her. And you think this will all be better the moment that she just apologizes and fulfils her part of the agreement? (Because you keep posting this about her)
No. (and I'm not being cruel; just honest)... there is no "Happily ever after" Troy... they are whores and we are guys with money...
... this is what everyone here is trying to explain. Some use anger, I use humor... but it's all the same....
"We hear what you want, it's just never going to happen"...
Sorry Bro... harsh world.
Now, go get your dick sucked by some other girl...