I believe it would be torture to know that the girl you were "attached" too was fucking countless gents the EXACT same way as she fucks you and the whole hobby community reads and discusses it. I can understand thinking you had feelings, but then coming back to reality would probably be more the wise.
Originally Posted by BBW Katrina
You would be correct "torture".
To fall for a provider knowing what she does is one thing.
Maybe you can be accepting of being 1 of 100-1000, it's all just a frame of mind.
Different still is the pain and anguish felt when you find the woman you've loved, supported and lived with for years has chosen to live the life of a prostitute. Even after that, torments you returning again and again with empty words of "I love you" while servicing dozens if not hundreds of men.
Weakness for the ones we love is a hard thing to overcome. Hard to let go when the posts and profiles are publicly put out there proving her love was a lie.
Or maybe it's just Me - not so Mello, on this one.