Right now my head is not thinking very clear as I can only see the attack over and over again. Sorry I didn't think of the proper place to alert females of this attack. I now regret posting it where the (men) trolls can see it as many of you are as bad as the one who raped me. I'm done trying to justify what happened to me, as I know the truth and did notify the police who do believe me as well. One day I'll be in court to testify against this rapist and feel as if I already am, as y'all have made me the one who deserved it . So hopefully I get justice one day , but right now y'all have made me feel even worse than I could ever imagine. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
Originally Posted by DaniDoesDoIt
This is very consistent with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, which is of course a very natural reaction to the horrible experience you have gone through. I would urge you to seek psychiatric treatment. That is not a sign a weakness in any way, any more than seeking treatment for a broken bone is a sign of weakness.
And Ze makes an excellent point about taking a break from the board. If I were handling this case from the perspective of the DA who was going to prosecute the case, I would prefer that you remain silent in a public forum about what happened. It just provides fodder for cross-examination down the road. And for reasons I can't quite fathom, it doesn't seem that you're getting complete support here. I think it would be better for you to seek support from people who are perhaps closer to you.
Drop me a PM if I can be of assistance.