Why would you think that I was unhappy?
The fact that I do not glamorize a whore into being something more then simply a whore is not relative to my happiness.
Originally Posted by Whispers
Ehh...I'll bite...There is a very wide gulf between not glamorizing whores and the persona you present here...(dehumanizing whores). You dehumanize sex partners...especially paid for sex partners. (Perhaps it has something to do with your first P4P foray)? Are you attempting to re-create that experience? That feeling?
News Flash...you will never...in the CONUS be able to have that experience again! Stop trying! If you had to complete some mental gymnastics in your 1st P4P experience to meet your physical needs, then come to grips with that.
This community caters to indy providers. It even boarders on showing a preference to Indys. If you imprinted on something...(let's just say different)...try the dark web...they cater to folks like you!
Oh yeah to stay on topic...super hot "old and fat chicks" that don't show their face...Miss V, Claire...Aphrodite...(on good authority from V who said "she drips sex")...and I suspect Chealsabean...but can not verify.
Jenns lolli who has a fucking lollipop in her avatar..not a jalapeņo (but, is retired)...and Miss Scarlet...who knows more than she shows (she has face pics).
Each of these "Providers" you can pay to have sex with...no mental gymnastics required. They do not require your affection, protection, guilt, or shame...and guess what? They have none in return.
Cheers to each of you!