I havent been on because i am busy with the real world and some of us girl actually play in the hobby to get ahead or have a little fun. Other get hooked for many other reason drugs, no education, bad situations, whatever the case. AS for why i pop up out of the blue. Well when alpha said she was going to head out west to El Paso i had many emailing me asking to vouch for them. My name was then mentioned here about us being good friends and such. Now that i know the truth about her and the shit she into past and present i wanted to make it clear to everyone that i do not want to be associated with her in anyway or fashion. In case i do come back to the community when i have time or i want to play. I may not of been around as long as the full time Alpha but those that know me well, know that i am straight forward, dont sugar coat, and i am honest. Always have been always will be. So after my post i got a bunch of emails so i voiced my reasoning behind not wanted my creditable handle in anyway associated with her for businesses reason. I am not full time and have my shit together and dont depend on the hobby. I do it because i enjoy it. so this is why i am now just seeing this and responding. so in the future i will never vouch for her and i dont want my name asst with her. she really deserves a golden globe. As for who she really is and in real life i personally think shit will catch up to her and it she ll be exposed.