Well, some of us (namely, me) are shockingly retarded on occasion (well, once every other year so far) in matters of the heart. Originally Posted by Hannah Heresyit is good you have one (a heart) . don't beat yourself up for falling in "love".
I quote
"When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden...."