Confusion

My neighbors were outside watching a movie on a projector screen, like 25 feet away from me, and I walk outside and tip over my garbage and practically crawl inside to get the pack of cigarettes I threw away ...

This is actually what I plan on doing ... I would pay her 6,000 for a night, which is a 2,000 dollar tip.

I'm a pretty weird guy. This is what everyone tells me. Something like this could only happen to me. No one else would have given this girl five thousand dollars out of the kindness of their heart. I didn't expect she would start ignoring me after. Especially when I was ready to give her even more. Originally Posted by yitzchak

that's the spirit ...so what if it costs 8k, getting what you want is priceless, your obsessed the only cure is to pay the cost to enter.....the down side? she's just like any other whore, her pussy may or may not stink...same with her breath.....I met a woman I was obsessed with this B movie actress, I invested time and money...I didn't stalk her because we became friends, and when I finally hit it......the disappointment was earth shaking...no magic, just a naked B movie actress and myself in a 600 hotel suite.....was fun, but afterwords I thought to myself the experience was about a 6/7 not the ten plus I had in my head......but as sprung as I was.....nobody could have made me believe what a waste of time it would ultimately be.......I don't get sprung anymore.......no matter how hot you think she is some dudes tired of fucking her.......but get it out of your system so you can move on

My neighbors were outside watching a movie on a projector screen, like 25 feet away from me, and I walk outside and tip over my garbage and practically crawl inside to get the pack of cigarettes I threw away ... Originally Posted by yitzchak

You quit two years ago and there's still a pack of cigarettes in your trash that you threw away? Who the hell picks up your garbage, Microsoft?

How is this chickenshit spammer not banned yet?

You quit two years ago and there's still a pack of cigarettes in your trash that you threw away? Who the hell picks up your garbage, Microsoft?

How is this chickenshit spammer not banned yet? Originally Posted by Buying a *Way to Heaven

Wasn't two years old, dumbass. I threw it out yesterday to try to quit again. Wtf? Where did I say it was two years old? That's retarded.

Oh the horrors of dying a penniless virgin ...

Oh the horrors of dying a penniless virgin ... Originally Posted by pyramider

Be like Bunny at Bunny Ranch auctioning off virginty.Don't have to die penniless virgin

Coming from another lady... MOVE ON, MOVE ON, MOVE ON...

MOVE ON AND DONT CONTACT HER EVER AGAIN!

Be like Bunny at Bunny Ranch auctioning off virginty.Don't have to die penniless virgin Originally Posted by Fancylady

That idea works well for women. It does not work as well for men.

Nobody likes male virgins.

Both guy's and girls think you're a pussy for it.

Guys have fantasies about teaching a virgin girl how to have sex, but the same is not true for women.

Makes losing it all the more difficult.

Another guy would probably get excited about molesting some virgin like me who still looks like a kid, but I don't want to fuck guys.

This girl who actually talks to me, albeit once a month if that, actually seemed to get pissed off when I told her I was inexperienced, even though I'm a bit more than just inexperienced.

I don't like that chick, though, she's always got something up her ass. Why would you care about it?

That idea works well for women. It does not work as well for men. Originally Posted by pyramider

There's business for everything.

There's business for everything. Originally Posted by Fancylady

If I auction off my virginity, there's not a single doubt in my mind that the highest bidder would be some middle aged guy.

I don't want to lose my virginity that way, but if the price was high enough, I would probably do it. However, I doubt it will be a significant amount like the girls virginity. Fucking a guy virgin, I imagine, is pretty much the same as fucking any guy. I don't see how there would be much of a difference.

If you want to hear a funny story. Since I've been going to the gym, this girl that works there has been staring at me. After a couple of weeks, I finally got the courage to walk up to her. I walked up to her and completely froze. I just stood there for a good 30 seconds, said absolutely nothing, and then walked away. I was waiting for her to make eye contact before speaking, but she just stared at her phone.

I don't know why she would stare at me. There are a lot better looking guys who are in better shape than me at the gym. Considering my past experiences, I can't help but think she is messing with me to make the other guys jealous, or maybe she stares at everyone because she wants attention, or something like that.

I'm just going to continue working out five days a week, get a bathmate and hopefully life won't continue to suck so much.

I'm graduating with a bachelors of science in chemistry and physics in May. What are my chances of finding a decent job in the 50,000 dollar salary range? I know they're out there, but there's not a high demand for people with degrees in basic science. If I could go back, I would get my degree in engineering, finish in four years and have a better chance of finding a decent job. If I can find a good job, things should improve a lot for me. I can't help but think not having money contributes a good amount to not finding a partner.

Life sucks. I'm going to dig through the garbage for a cigarette, even though I quit two years ago. Originally Posted by yitzchak

Wasn't two years old, dumbass. I threw it out yesterday to try to quit again. Wtf? Where did I say it was two years old? That's retarded. Originally Posted by yitzchak

Your joke has gone stale. If you insist on hanging around puking in the crapper after the party is over, people are going to make fun of you.

Your joke has gone stale. If you insist on hanging around puking in the crapper after the party is over, people are going to make fun of you. Originally Posted by Buying a *Way to Heaven

I'm procrastinating.

I need to take a break from everything.

I'm kind of "beating a dead horse" here, as they say.

I'll come back for those who requested, to tell the tale of what has happened in the future.

I appreciate all of the feedback. Thank you everyone for taking the time to read my story and offering your opinion. Whether you believed it or not, having a place to vent was very helpful. However, I must move on and focus on the present and improve my situation for the future.

Thanks again.

the above... plus just try to not cry in public..people are mean in here. xxoo annie

the above... plus just try to not cry in public..people are mean in here. xxoo annie Originally Posted by annie@christophers

I understood every word of this post! Who are you, how did you get a hold of Annie's computer AND what have you done with Annie???