I miss her all the time. I keep trying to find an escape, like this site, but I can't keep posting about this. I asked the agency about her, but they told me I needed to contact her directly regarding this issue. They said they merely screen and send requests to the models, and they are not an agency and do not control what happens after requests are sent to the models.
I still don't understand the motive. I would have given her money no matter what. She never had to lie. I asked her not to repay me, but she ran off as though it were a loan. I never once asked for the money back. I still don't get it. The only thing that bothers me is that she does not talk to me anymore, even after I send her money. Was I that awful to talk to?