Now I know I'm falling for a provider. But I don't know what to do.

Is there a reason you decided to bump a post from 3yrs ago?

My experience is that Cindy Civilian costs a WHOLE LOT more.

Keep your feet on the ground and head,(both of them) in the right place! Don't fall for it!!! I did....It almost drove me nuts. I finally got over the provider I was "dating" and while the whole thing was happening...I found myself throwing very hard earned $ away and nothing but heartache.

Again....DON'T DO IT....as another stated....run the other direction as fast as possible.....

Good luck

I stopped seeing my ATF when I started having stupid thoughts about us. After about a year I went back and the session was great nostalgia. Almost like fucking an ex gf. Long story short, get away and see others and those stupid feelings will fade.

I would suggest never getting involved with these providers. The one I dated for 5 years was getting out of a marriage and I was there to help, then it just grew inro appointments at my house with no pay... well no pay, if you don't include the $200 dinners, flights, hotels, trips, extra money...

After a while you realize she is never going to leave the profession and her life is a dead-end and you are there as her retirement plan.

You reluctantly invite her to parties, but rarely. I would tell her I was going out of town for a week so I could attend my company party with another legitimate date. My biggest fear was that she would run into a client at my company. Her response, was that they would never say anything.. yea, right.

Give up on the idea of dating.

BTW - I once got involved with another provider, she ended up getting married to another client rather suddenly. We still fooled around behind the husband.