I know this makes me a sick puppy, but I want to try adult nursing. Not just suckling on a woman's breasts, but real, fluid lactation. I can't find any providers locally able to provide it. Any advice? Do I need to start hanging out at the maternity ward at the local hospital? There's only one provider I can find on ECCIE who advertises nursing, and it's quite a road trip from here. I didn't know where else to post this since it's not something that just any provider can provide.
I'm almost embarrassed to admit my fascination with the idea.