When did you realize you wanted to be a Provider? When did you realize you wanted to Hobby?
Me, it was with a mid-twenties (about the same age as me) provider in Dallas who went by a few names including Rachel. What I remember most was how natural everything felt.
Once she closed the door behind me and I knew it was going to happen, I wasn't nervous at all. I was filled with happiness at meeting and experiencing a new woman. I had done my ASPD research and it paid off - she was sweet at could be.
Afterwards I walked out feeling happy and ready to focus on life and work and I knew any personal doubts about the "morals" of hobbying had disappeared forever. The only negatives were 1. anxiety about STD from contact (herpes) and 2. LSD-like "flashbacks" of the BCD time that would pop up when I would talk to other women.
However, 5 years on, insisting on good hygiene for both parties, pre-party visual checkouts, and knock on wood, #1 has never happened, and #2 rarely happens much anymore.
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