I was married since I was 20 and loved her more than I can express.
I was seeing a wonderful provider and enjoying very much but I didn't want to become too hooked on my first experience since my tragedy.
I am very picky about looks, size and such. I prefer thin with outstanding gfe skills. I just need to feel close to a person now and then. I don't want a relationship or I'd be on match.com.
So how do you move forward? Especially when I know that I never want another love.. just companionship.