a song that "describes" you

I have spent this Christmas Eve alone at home...listening to all kinds of songs I have on my pc...and was reminded of a song that really describes me...I know the song is actually about something else, but it does fit me as well....

"Hurt" - as sung by the late Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

The Peter Gunn heme...

"Big Poppa" by the Notorious BIG............ RIP

Rock Me by Great White. Definite hobby song, maybe(hopefully) without the donation.