It's obvious that you never sent my things like you said you did. Just another lie in a string of lies. You once said that I'm the first person to truly care about you. For the most part, I still do. The help that I had wanted for you is still available to you. I still want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy. So please don't burn this bridge. Let's resolve this like adults. Please read what this person had to say and take it to heart.
We're All Products Of Our Past To A Certain Degree-
By: VTMarkus
Written on June 16th, 2012
The best advice I ever got from a therapist after discussing my past at length for a lot of hours was 'it's okay to look at where you've come from and what you've endured, but do yourself a favor and don't stare'. It's easy to deprive ourselves from living a peaceful and happy life by allowing some dark experiences from the past to dis-empower us. But what's the point in that? We're not here to be small. It takes a ton of courage to reflect back on some of life's darknesses, but we ALWAYS have the choice to live our lives with a sense of being healed when we stop staring at the wounds. I think sometimes we have to have difficult or traumatic experiences just so we have them as a reference point of how difficult life can be. There's something about the ego that loves to play the victim, but it IS possible to transcend darkness and bring a more dynamic sense of being to our current reality.
Everyone deserves to be happy, and everyone deserves the satisfaction of a life filled with peace of mind. Sometimes you have to have a ceremony to put the past behind you. I believe it IS possible (and to great degree necessary) to move beyond what haunts you, and there's a support group near you who can help you to start a new chapter in life where your past traumas don't dictate your present self. I hope that anyone reading this who is feeling damaged finds a way to be whole and happy. It's your birthright. Claim it!