I wonder how different things would be if it'd been a good experience, but it wasn't.
This was long, long ago, and I don't even remember the girl's name or where I found her. She had mixed reviews on TER, but I went in anyway because the good ones actually seemed the most legit. Once I arrived, however, I discovered the bad ones were actually spot on. Inaccurate pics (by far), and no "IOP" to speak of. I should have walked out, but I figured WTH.
The chick basically laid back and turned her head like she was about to get a shot or a tattoo or something LOL. My dick went completely limp and I honestly can't remember if I was even able to fire.
Serious case of provider burnout, I think, and unfortunately, it takes effort not to go into almost every appointment expecting the worst.
The hobby as its downsides, such as these, but I still prefer this type of arrangement to so-called "free pussy"...at least for now