So I am finding myself being sucked into some of the complexities of the hobby:
1. A provider I have seen a few times asked me for financial help. I am "pre paying" for a few sessions but at the same time consider the money to be gone along with her.
2. I am starting to have a favorite and find myself preferring to wait for her as opposed to continuing to distance myself with variety.
So, I'm being sucked in... Do I convince myself that I am in control / not being played? Do I take a hobby sabbatical?
How have you handled these types of situations?