She grins and arches her back now that she is filled.
She opens her palms and gazes upon her new found power.
Her head tilts back and I know I have but seconds to save myself.
I can feel my adrenaline course through me and I can feel the heat from it but my muscles betray me.
“God damn it!” I scream in my mind.
My god she's beautiful. Nay, she's beyond rapture.
Her smell, her voice. They are but toys. Her tools. Only the best.
She knows the power of her gaze.
Have you heard?
When you drown your whole life passes before your eyes?
Her eyes are of pools of fire.
She's on her hands and knees slowly coming towards me yet again.
“Again? So soon?” I think.
Her lips smile.
But her eyes are a whole other entity themselves.
I try to raise myself. I grab hold of the silk sheets.
Time slows.
I smell incense.
I see the sheer curtains fluff in the breeze of the open window.
I see the light of the candles flicker and caress her body. The impish light dances to her music.
Even my lips curse me as they welcome her with full embrace.
Her soft warmth.
I am powerless to her magic.
Just some. I choose to spend it drinking her. Like cold water from a mountain spring I drink my fill.
Even when the thirst is gone I want more.
I lust for more.
I take her from behind. Her waist is in my hands. I can feel her every fiber.
She lowers her head and drives backward into me. She reaches back with her hand and grips my wrist firmly. Rhythmically helping me thrust.
She looks back and our eyes meet and we connect. Without a thought or direction my finger lightly touches her lips. We don't say a word but yet we know.
I make a silent wish for God to kill me now.
Then I laugh to myself.
"Fuck!"