hey there, I knew a guy who had this happen to him, with just woman in general and he is a caucasion male, like myself.
I know the old cliche or saying, "Once ya go Black you never go back" applies but i always thought it was just a saying with little relevence, i've assumed it originated from some song or rap hitt.
But I myself, met a beautiful girl who is Chocolate toned; as she describes herself. Very much a beautiful black girl maybe in her late 20's.
I was very lucky to have been with her, for a while, however she's moved on and travels a lot. (i think she is an erotic dancer, stripper)
And now i can't stop searching and seeking out ebony woman and have found myself looking for them here and other sites, i.e. backpage all the time. I never thought this would really happen to me, maybe its just a phase in my life, and i'll come out of it. Not there theres anything wrong with my tendencies lately, but i truley am finding myself craving and wanting a lady of color all the time, it is to the point in a bar, or 'nightlife" scene (not that i am a frequent visitor, more of a bi-standard) I won't even look at a girl my own race that way and don't even do as much more as chat with white ladies. Am i turned on too strong?
Am i addicted?