I have a time frame coming up where I will be flying solo at home. No one at home next door to know when I come or go. I've been preparing for this for a while. Making a list of my "want to see" providers. Weighing pros and cons of each to move them up or down on the list.
Now that the time is almost here, I'm second guessing who or what I want. Do I want the seeming emotional tie of GFE or do I want to just fuck? Latina, ebony, or other? My favorite small tits or more to play with? Starfish time? As many bng's as I can string together? Another trip into the dark zone of the streets?
What do you guys do when you get to this point? Is there a trigger somewhere to pull? I'm not tired of the hobby so no break in store. Or do you get drunk and just let it come to you? Lol