So.. it’s been a long time since I’ve made a post, aside from commenting every once in a while on something. I figure maybe I shouldn’t be so quiet, but I am weird. And all of you who know me, pretty much know that. Haha.
On to my subject.. which is a pretty funny story all in its own.
I know, I cannot watch scary movies. I have never been one to enjoy being terrified. When I was a child, my dad made me watch IT. And at the time, I literally could not walk home from school without thinking I was going to be eaten by a scary clown. I’m sure I am not the only one who thought this, but that scarred me for life. Fast forward to now, the new IT came out and I swear to god, for a year now.. my roommate has tried relentlessly to get me to watch it. I just.. nope. I even bought the original, with thinking Hey, if I watch the original and get through it than I can do this. Nope. Five minutes in, I had to leave the living room.
However.. I bought the new one. I almost couldn’t get through it, but I did. And I feel so f***ing brave. I felt like Rocky when he finally beat Apollo Creed. I feel like I can deal with clowns.. or maybe I just made it in my head, a lot worse than it really was. I’m not as scared as I was. Hahahaha.
What is it besides, John Wayne Gayce, that makes them really scary? I feel like he is an obvious choice as to why.. because if you know anything about him, it’s just.. I don’t have accurate words to describe him. Which is, a whole other discussion that I could go on and on about. Haha, While I do agree that makeup hides a lot of evil.. it just gets ya right to the bone. Clowns are f***ing scary and that will never change. I really have a love/hate relationship with scary things like that. I listen to a podcast quite often that talk in great detail about different serial killers and The things they did. For some reason I don’t bat an eye with it. Which makes me wonder, why am I scared of clowns, when these are real monsters? Fear is weird. Which makes me wanna ask, What is something you all are terrified of? I know this a long story to ask such a thing, I am just full of commentary on the matter, Ha.