Let me explain

OK. So, recently I was reading through provider reviews in south Texas and I came across one for a provider with a similar name as mine. There were two members who had post very ugly things to say about me. I've struggled with even coming forward would this information, but it's been eating me up, so here are the facts. In a moment of weakness, I Pm both of those members and wasn't exactly sweet. Needless to say, it wasn't exactly my finest moment. I was upset because, when I came into this hobby via ECCIE, smockdolly had been calling and texting ALL the time but out schedules never worked out. We were finally able to set an appointment after I had been around maybe six weeks, at the most. At that time, he asked me to save used condoms from other members and wanted me to describe , in detail, what other members were like in session. That was too much for me. I thought I only had one "No", Greek. Apparently I have two. I had enough by that time and asked this member to please loose my number. Not only was his requesting me to save used condoms from other members a health concern (God only know s what he wanted to do with them) it's also a breach of trust. I refuse to ever tell ANYONE what a member is like. The ONLY time I will admit to even ever laying eyes on anyone is when another provider needs a reference. Then I usually only give the answer of "he's good. You're safe. Have fun and enjoy!". So, smockdolly saying I was nasty, when he had never laid eyes on me and requested that from me made my blood boil. MustangGT has never seen me either. Had it just been him, though, I would have never sent him the ugly Pm. I feel horrible about the way I handled this. It has effected my business greatly. I didn't want to come forward with this info, but I thought about it for a long long time and I think it's the right thing to do. I didn't want to say anything, and I kept my mouth shut for months, but I think you other members need to know what someone is asking providers to do with your swimmers. I kept my mouth shut because I didn't want to cause anyone problems, and honestly I hope I don't. I hope that I'm the only one who was requested of these things. I just needed to get it all out in the open and tell my side of the story. I hate to even post this, I honestly do. I expect my business to suffer because of this post even. But at least I'll be able to lay my head down at night knowing I did what I considered to be the right thing. I'm very sorry for my behavior when I Pm the two members and cursed at them. I'm very sorry if this post causes any issues. I hope to still see the wonderful men in the hobby and I hope I get the chance to proe that I am a professional and that I keep things confidential, unless it involves other members DNA, without their knowledge. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Stay safe out there!

I think that's a great idea, by getting this out there. I have no problems with your professionalism, and I enjoyed our time. Let the hammer fall.

It is one thing for a guy to have an opinion, but to just come outright and say something hurtful is just stupid.

If any guys are wondering, pm me and I can tell u about Makaya and her fun library. Mmm.

Provider review.
http://www.eccie.net/showthread.php?t=1173774

Thanks for the support Fedexpilot. However, if you mean what I think you mean when you say, "Let the hammer fall.", then there's been a misunderstanding and that's exactly what I've been afraid of. Because SO much can be (and often is) misinterpreted when reading something, rather than hearing it, I've been afraid to say anything here regarding the history between smockdolly and myself. But more than anything, I kept my mouth shut about it all because it's extremely important to me that everyone feels safe, and comfortable telling/asking me ANYTHING. I am extremely both trustworthy and honest. I know exactly who, and what I am, and where I stand, not only in this hobby, but in life in general. For those of you who have had the chance/desire to spend a little time, just talking to me and have gotten to know me a little know that I'm a little different than your average provider. I'm not saying that I'm either better or worse, just a little different. I'm extremely laid back, open minded, non judgmental. I'm a very real person, who can understand very real circumstances that are/can be what comes with the territory of___________(fill in the blank, too many possibilities for categories). In other words, I understand the "Human Condition", and I think it's a beautiful thing. I'm more like a tree hugging hippy (in values NOT HYGIENE! LOL!), than I am a porn star. However, I can own any character like it's natural and be anyone someone asks me to be. In that aspect, I'm very chameleon-like. What all this blabbering on means is simply, I don't want to throw anyone under the bus. I would never fly someone else's flag, without their permission. It's not my place to ever repeat anything that anyone says, does, is a part of, feels, thinks, requests, declines, enjoys, dislikes, etc., etc. (You get the picture) I can ONLY ever speak for myself. Just because I fly my flags for all to see, hold nothing back, and couldn't care one way or the other what anyone has to say about me, AS LONG AS IT'S true, doesn't mean that I would ever expect the same attitude from, anyone else.

Full disclosure: Makaya and I have had our own scheduling problems, and I pretty much just gave up.

I think your angry PMs were perfectly understandable. However, you posting the "full story" doesn't really put me at ease. You won't breach our trust, but you breached smockdoiley's (outed his requests). Next time (hopefully there won't be one), report the weird requests to a Mod. The no-breach-of-trust thing has to be 100%.

This is just my opinion. I'm sure others will disagree.

Definitely NOT trying to make smock the hero or the victim.

Emptywallet,
I understand, believe me, I do. I had a really hard time with this and have held it in for months and months. The ONLY reason I even said a word was because after discussing it with a friend outside of the hobby (without using any names), they convinced me that I needed to put it out there that someone was requesting other people's DNA, to do God only know what with, without their knowledge. It's literally tearing me up inside, I've actually made myself physically ill while contemplating what was the right thing. Had it not been such a serious matter, and I never saw his comment calling me "nasty", none of this would have happened. Please don't misinterpret that last statement to mean that anything was out of revenge. I encourage people to voice their opinions. I believe, whole heartedly, in the first amendment. I welcome and encourage criticism. I even offer a drama free 25% money back guarantee, although I've never had anyone even hint that they were dissatisfied. It's a confrontation free situation. I would give the cash immediately and leave an index card on the desk and step out of the room, asking that they write down what needs improving so I can work on it. I'm trying to say that I don't believe in retaliation. Two wrongs don't make a right. I'm saying that I would have never PM either member, therefore, I wouldn't have had the need to post what I did today. I don't like it anymore than you do. I promise. Being professional and considered trustworthy is of the upmost importance to me. About our scheduling issue, please PM or text me. I did confirm our appointment the night before and I received a delivery report on that message. I'm more than happy to discuss rescheduling with you. Please contact me privately to discuss the donation. (Or refunding the PayPal)

I agree it's worth reporting. I'm probably being nit-picky about the to whom part. The rest of the guys will probably chime in on that, and if my opinion is in the minority, that's cool. I am glad you got it off your chest, and I don't think anyone thinks less of you for it.

Makaya - I never had the pleasure in meeting you but it's good hear that you didn't save a clients used condom. That some sick shit. A hobbyist puts a lot of trust in someone there seeing and don't need that type of sick shit going on. I wish you well and think your smoking hot.

I'm still pretty new to this so my opinion doesn't count too much.

Regardless, I think that you did right by sticking to what you believe in.

I value candor and being straight forward. I plan spending time with you at some point.

Makaya,
We know each other and I agree 100. We have never had any issues!

Makaya,
We know each other and I agree 100. We have never had any issues! Originally Posted by Billy bob

100%

I had a great time with her. Have seriously pondered going back when my schedule allows. But 1st I owe someone else a visit since I canceled on her.

The fact that you outted his personal fetish and didn't have any regard to that means you are off many guys list. It's one thing to defend yourself it's another to reveal sensitive hooker information. Don't you know you have the same laws as lawyers? Hooker to John privilege is recognized in at least one state...right?

The fact that you outted his personal fetish and didn't have any regard to that means you are off many guys list. It's one thing to defend yourself it's another to reveal sensitive hooker information. Don't you know you have the same laws as lawyers? Hooker to John privilege is recognized in at least one state...right? Originally Posted by PhillipMcCondom

not when it involves other john's semen and possibly endangers the community. fuck that shit, i'm glad she outed him...

The fact that you outted his personal fetish and didn't have any regard to that means you are off many guys list. It's one thing to defend yourself it's another to reveal sensitive hooker information. Don't you know you have the same laws as lawyers? Hooker to John privilege is recognized in at least one state...right? Originally Posted by PhillipMcCondom

I believe Makaya did the right thing. To quote Spock of star trek
"the needs of the many, outweigh the needs of the few".
If you have spent any time with Makaya, then you know that she is an honest and ethical person. Also she worries too much about what people think of her. Yes, I think it was a bad decision for her to PM those guys and cuss them out. Her post her was an apology and explanation of why that happened.

Bottom line is that Makaya is an excellent provider. If you have never seen her, read her reviews, you owe it to yourself to find out what she is like... I doubt if anyone will be disappointed by a session with her.