Today it occurred to me as to 'why' that may be.
My theory revolves around the blowjob ability of many providers or more actually, the lack of that ability. The skills that actually "make me cum" as opposed to "having me cum with her there". That is to say, me having to finish myself on her face or in her mouth by my own hand. As opposed to a more 'hands free' scenario.
Sometimes, as of late, I have had to take things into my own hands to reach a climax. Which, in and of itself, is not a bad thing...just not a GREAT thing. Either my time is running short or my girl is just rubbing me the wrong way. Or maybe, sucking my cock but not SUCKING my COCK!! I find I need a bit more stimulation these days. Which could be either a little PM action or just better technique or situation.
I used to enjoy the 'car-date' and SW action as I enjoyed the 'risk' of getting caught and the bit of public spectacle. After having done that a million times and a thousand ways I grew tired of it. I began to enjoy the BP / Craigslist action. In the comfort of a room, fully naked, no holds- barred (or holes
) and that was GREAT for a long time now.But now I find myself more and more critical of the girls technique or timing. Not on purpose, of course.
The other day I found myself in a great incall with a hot little spinner and jerking off into her mouth and face and it was cool... but a bit 'meh'.
THEN, I found myself a few days later exploring the depths of Brooke's throat at her incall near Schenectady and I was in fucking heaven! Laying back and having my cock sucked by this chick until she MAKES ME CUM! And that is when I realized it. SHE makes ME cum. Hard BTW
Not just sucking my dick until I reach down and pull it across the finish line!That is my dilemma and the new motivation that drives my dick to "explore strange new worlds, to seek out new life and new civilizations, to boldly go where no man has gone before!
Peace.
PK.
