Going back and fourth from providing to taking a break is a never ending cycle for self. Many have heard the story of motorcycle accident that nearly took life, but was told to come back later :
Not wanting NOR needing anyones sympathy... shit happens. Life is life && sweetie, life aint fair.
Birthdays are not so much a celebration for this chick...but yet getting on the back of a sports bike is orgasmic
Ill keep it to the point and long story short mode:
Concentration for one, is difficult...so is staying on track. (including daily non hobby life)
Phone calls and/or a 30 minute heads up from one is soo much better than a text/NCNS
Short notice is not always in my favor.
Memory is not so well.
Sense of time...way the eff thrown off..haha
But thats why I'm typing this, to let you know that I am aware of being late, having cancelled last minute, forgetting something, or acted in an odd way..if it means anything && Ive been guilty of it towards you, I am asking that you accept my apology?