Sexual Extremism

As I lay on my bed, and type this...

High off wisps of whiskey & coke

I saw a movie this past winter

A terrible movie, which I mostly fast-forwarded thru, to get to the hot, steamy scenes ...I mean, why else would I be watching a movie

Welllll. Its about a fetish where people get sexually turned on by being in a car accident, having sex while engaging in risky driving i.e ramming into other cars, having sex on top of wrecked cars, with scarred disabled ppl who've been in car accidents

I'm sure you get the gist

ISNT IT SEXY???!!!

Idk, sounds pretty ...gruesome

Maybe, something I'd get into in my 60's, 70's to escape retirement life

Idk. I just get turned on by dangerous, painful possibilities, experiences

And, my pain tolerance, I'm proud to say, is higher than ever. It makes me feel more Alive, than I've ever been

Now, before the worry wart police come and scold me on my desires ...I assure you I've never been harmed in any of my episodes

The best part of behaving recklessly is walking away from it, saying...

HOLY SHIT.

And, resuming normal life the next day.

Until, we repeat

Tell me your bat-shit crazy thoughts...

Been there.

But you tend to grow out of it, if you live through it.

So for now, I try to keep those super wild stories buried in those many compartments that I have in my head.

But if something comes up ... oh shit. I'll share.

Used to date, in my early 20's (HWP. Long blond hair. I could have anyone that I wanted. Sadly, I only wanted the bad ones!), a Vietnam veteran that had traveled through Europe and was Italian.

I thought that he was the moon and the stars. And he ran with a fast crowd and everything that is associated with that.

One evening, after a LONG night (if you know what I mean and your guess is probably correct), the couple that we were with got into a fight and suddenly, someone drew a gun. ...

Wait. Perhaps I shouldn't share that one.

Sorry to be a tease. There was heavy sex involved. *gulp*

Elisabeth