I completely and utterly have enjoyed my time providing. I've had an amazing time meeting new guys. I've met some wonderful girls that I've been able to form relationships with in the real world and form an amazing bond with. I haven't had any traumatizing experiences, etc. only really amazing times with downright amazing people!
However, I think the balancing act of juggling my real world life, completing my pre law studies, working part time as a legal assistant, trying to maintain a glimpse of a social life
and this world of great play and meeting new gents has really start to become rather difficult to maintain. I'm no actress, so what you get in sessions is me! Witty and humorous, funny and playful, laid back, and eager to please... however, since I am no actress, and the guys I've met have been rather amazing, it's hard to not blur the lines of fantasy and reality... Not to mention, I don't date, in real life, when I provide, so it makes for a rather hard time to live on toys alone and to not be able to cuddle at night. 
Lol
With that said, I applaud those whom have been able to stick it out in this industry for years and keep both lives separate. But, this secret lifestyle is getting harder to keep up. I kind of miss my regular life hahah lol Although trying to complete these law classes initially made me crave the adventure of this world, I think I'm ready to be "normal" again. lol
Anywho, enough babble! Thank you to all the guys I've met, you truly have been awesome as all hell! And, I said I was going to do a M & G and I still am, the ladies and I are trying to finalize a date. It's looking like the end of this month or beginning of August!
