for helping me make a good hobby decision. I have decided that I have no place in this hobby (and I know that nobody could care less about my presence here) . I came to this board looking to get some needs filled. But after reading many threads and having several disasterous PM's, I have come to many conclusions. The one thing that drives me crazy here is that everyone is so concerned about politeness (not that there is anything wrong with that), not making waves. Well, someone telling me to be polite or to not make waves comming from a person who (the married ones only) betray (whitch is unpolite) their wives and families (aka, making waves) carries little weight with me or anyone. This Is what made my decision for me. I thought, I could be the nicest, most polite, non-wave-making person here on the board, but if I dive into hobbying, I no matter how nice I am here on the board, I would still be a scumbag in my families eyes if they ever knew.
Another thing is this, these boards are about some very explicit topics, and for there to be a ban on any topic is totally BS. I could ask about ass-to-mouth all day long, but ask once about white providers and black clients, and I am labeled out-of-bounds. Does anyone not see the crazyness?
I will continue to read this board. As of now, I dont think my selfish need for sex is more important than my family. I will never divorce. OMG, te thought of my girls looking at me with tears asking me why I would hurt the family, almost brings me to tears. So (and I know nobody cares) I am finished with my very brief inquiry into the hobby.