I guess I'm kind of torn on what to do in the hobby anymore :(

As you all know I have been a provider for almost 9 yrs I have been in and out of it for a while!!I recently went very under the radar due to my new job and no longer post anywhere except on here!!It seems like the hobby has changed a lot just like the rotation of girls...I wonder if maybe the lack of love from my fellow members is a sign it's time for me to put up my bag of tricks and go on about my life..I wonder if it's cause I am older now and the younger providers are what's in..I love being a provider more than anything it's not all about the money I love the relationships I have developed and the friends I have made..*sighs* I am at a cross road and I am not sure what to do ....

Busty I havent personally met you but you know change has been around for Thousands of years and we still cant figure it out....Go with your heart!
Change is good but most people fear change...they fear Failure..
Is there anything else (career wise ) you would like to do?
Only you and then man upstairs knows.
Im not sure younger means better...but there is always a changing of the guard...Youve done your time and developed lots of great friendships.....
I always say leave on top! Speaking of which Im horny and wish I was on top of you right now...but hey thats another Jerry Springer/Oprah!! LOL

Youll make the right decision

Thanks hun I truly do not wish to leave..But in a sense it seems like the lack of business and how much things are changing it may be something I have to do...I do have a career already that I love doesn't pay what I'd like but it's my passion...I do love what I do as a provider so much which is why I have been around so long...And trust me I would love someone on top of me right now cause I def. need to relieve some stress and frustration right now LOL....

You don't have a showcase up, you don't have a website, are you on P411? It looks like you are hard to find so that probably hurts business. If you are worried about your new job, remove your face from your pictures and put that stuff back up.

You don't have a showcase up, you don't have a website, are you on P411? It looks like you are hard to find so that probably hurts business. If you are worried about your new job, remove your face from your pictures and put that stuff back up. Originally Posted by SillyGirl

I agree!!

no i will be honest i paused my website and took my showcase down due to another provider posting it to FB attached to my personal page so i took it down for that reason i am actually putting up my showcase back up now..my web site is paused and i am going to keep it that way for now...

Once your showcase is up you will be doing better I'm sure.

im working on it right now putting all my new pics up

I think you're really hot and love your look but this thread is really hard to read after our NC/NS.

Also, your availability may be a problem for some. I know that I have had to pass on trying to contact you, since your hours are so limited. Daytime hours and weekdays only, which means there isn't much opportunity for me. It's too bad, since you seem like a nice girl. I know I was drooling over the prospect of a double with you and Aspen.

I think you're really hot and love your look but this thread is really hard to read after our NC/NS. Originally Posted by Fastcar

WOW Fast...I didnt know that!!

Hope you don't retire. I've been wanting to see you for the longest time now. Timing has been bad for me. As for getting older I've found that a huge plus in the providers I see. Most have been over 30 and a few over 45 and I wouldn't trade them for the world! Hope you will give me a shot here about two weeks.

Glad to see you're back cici, don't worry about the age, you're only gettin better. can't wait to see you in another 5 years

Also, your availability may be a problem for some. I know that I have had to pass on trying to contact you, since your hours are so limited. Daytime hours and weekdays only, which means there isn't much opportunity for me. It's too bad, since you seem like a nice girl. I know I was drooling over the prospect of a double with you and Aspen. Originally Posted by KCQuestor

usually on thursdays and fridays i am 24 hr hun

I think you're really hot and love your look but this thread is really hard to read after our NC/NS. Originally Posted by Fastcar

If that has happened I am truly sorry sometimes I may get a weird vibe that freaks me out if thats the case I am sorry I will make it up to you inbox me..it could of been a variety of things sometimes my babysitting arrangements aren't the best hun and my kids come first