I know ....shut up and get a grip girl!
RUN!
Im do not provide gfe...because I prefer the sport marathon xxxpsescape but this guy is really smooth and very romantic and he is starting to grow on me.
We have been spending ALOT of time together and every time just keeps getting better and better...
What do you do when the old love bug hits you?
I wish it would go away !
If I stop seeing him It will be easier to make it go away, but I will miss out on ALOT of fun.
If I continue to see him ....errr um I may end up retiring....its that intense.
Im not going to tell you who he is because its just none of your business and I just need a little feedback.
Im constantly telling myself that No No No stop with this nonsense but its so intense for the both of us and feels so sooooo right that its scary.
I promised myself that I would NEVER ever fall in love again and would end up being one of those SINGLE sexy retired cougars sipping naked mighty mango juice on the beach flirting with young cabana boys....just live a hassle drama free single life.
But now this smooth fucker comes along and rapes my heart...
Help me exxxperts!